Welp, here we are. · 1:00pm Feb 5th, 2020
I'm aging, you guys. Aging, once again.
There's always that time once a year where you slip further and further through father time's fingers, and, sometimes you forget how far you've come in life. In the grand scheme of the universe, sometimes I ask myself if I really matter. There's always gonna be bigger and better people than you no matter how much experience you have, and yet, the universe is bigger than all of us, really. This makes me wonder. If all these thoughts of death and depression were really worth it before. I don't get it.
Saying something now, because, all those thoughts about existentialism make me think: Fuck it. Now I realize how insignificant some of my problems and worst lies are, and, they're dumb. Lying about my age wasn't the way to go, but, here we are. I kept saying I was fourteen, mostly because some people would probably just stop being friends with me because I was younger than them or something(which makes sense). When I feel like someone asks me a question they'd probably get offended by if I answer, I just lie; and that's so dumb. Now that I aged today, it makes me wanna take responsibility for the caboodle of lies I've made over the (year lol) I've been on fimfiction. There's literally only one, but there're a bunch of things I have to take account for today, starting right now. I just turned twelve today, and, I'm sorry about all the people I lied to about my age. It's hard to make friends on a site when you're a certain age and have a certain skill. Or, maybe not, cause I'm always so fucking self conscious, lol.
But that stops today. Today I'm gonna start being proud of the age and skill I have, and, not care what anyone else thinks. Happy Birthday, me. I know that probably no one is gonna see this, but, I don't care. If you're there, even if you're just casually glossing through this, thank you. To all my friends on fimfic, Kody, Semillion(We don't talk everyday, but like- it counts.), Crystal Hoof, Everyone I happen to be mutual friends with, thank you. I love you all.
Happy birthday!
5197787
Thanks.
Happy birthday! You are actually quite smart and have a reasonable page. I also am okay with you not being at least 13 on this site.
5197790
I appreciate it. Thank you.
*huggles* happy birthday bud, I don't care how old you are, you will always be one of my best friends
5197796
*hugs him back in cri* Thank you guys soooo much!!!!!!!!!!!
5197798
You're an amazing friend, no matter the age, *wipes your tears away and hugs you tighter* I'm always here for you bud
5197795
You're welcome. Just know that you are an alicorn according to this one party game, because you were born in the February of a leap year.
5197800
Thank you guys. You're all so awesome.
5197804
Ooh, Alicorn science. Thanks again! I can't say thanks enough lol
5197813
You're welcome! Instant reply!
Happy birthday!
Yeah....that's why I just don't say my age at all. I'm sensitive about putting private information like that up on the internet, so....
I just say I'm 2,000 years old.
5197970
Lols. And, thank you. Glad I can relate to you too. 2,000 years old doesn't sound like a bad age, but if I'm only twelve and feel old already, well- uh.... dang.
5197982
XD
*creaky voice* Ah, you young 'uns have it easy!
You're only as young/old as you feel.