Tavern · 10:49pm Jan 19th, 2020
Throughout the last few months and the final days of 2019, things have just gone to hell. First their was the death of my business partner and 5 year long friend. This has lead to financial issues with said business and I'm very likely going to lose that business with how things are looking right now. I wouldn't be as stressed about it if I didn't have to fight just to free myself from something that I once loved that now seems intent on killing me. Then came new years eve, the day where once of the few good family members in my life ended up falling really ill. She had a stroke and I made it a point to go to the hospital every day to check on her progress. It was touch and go for a while, but things eventually got worse. Apparently strokes work a lot like earthquakes. If they're big enough, they are followed by smaller strokes that are hard to detect until they are already happening. This is what killed off the few remaining, operational parts of her brain. She would then die later that night, her heart just stopping as her body gave up, unable to fight anymore.
While my visits to the hospital every day only lasted a few hours at a time, I ended up getting severely sick. I've been trying to hide that from everyone, but a few days ago it got to the point where I could barely move. I'm doing much better as of late, but I'm still just trying to get my head straight and figure out what the fuck I'm gonna do.
I don't intend to stop writing and I'm going to work on my stories as much as I can. It's just hard to get things down when I'm not thinking straight. Can't rightly put up a chapter if I keep forgetting what I'm even doing half the time. Anyway, my nightmare soup aside, I'm going to try to get back onto a schedule and get things back to the way they used to be. Now, I'm not making any promises, but I will try.
Hope to see you all again in my future updates
-Twisted Brew
i hope things start to get better for you.
Well, shit dude. I sympathise. I cannot imagine the pressure you are under. You life comes before anything else. Only write here if it helps you get through things, don't push or force yourself. The readers who matter understand. Those that don't, fuck' em.
Hey man, at your own pace and we love you.