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Rainbow FlutterDash

"I was just thinking. Maybe I was wrong before. Who cares if the stars are dead? As long as we can see them, that means they're real... to us. Right?" "Right." - Rachel Amber and Chloe Price

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The last half decade. · 10:51pm Dec 31st, 2019

Or my version:

It feels like Lucasfilm took my heart and dropped it in a bucket of boiling tears.

And at the same time DHX is hitting my soul in the chest with a frozen sledgehammer.

And then Disney Animation walks in and starts punching me in the grief bone.

And I'm crying... and nobody can hear me because I am terribly, terribly... terribly alone.

:moustache: And that's entirely omitting the world going to hell in a hoofbasket politically and of course climatewise and my house burning down in a giant inferno.



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Comments ( 3 )

This last half decade was a toss for me. On one hand, I met a lot of wonderful friends here. I found this community, I became well acquainted with great people.
At the same time, a number of great people have left from my life and I don't think I am ever getting them back.
On one hand I made some truly wonderful stories and work with my friends here,
At the same time I have stopped writing without them so if I don't have them I have nothing.
On one hand, I got to see my mother and father reconcile a bit and grow closer
At the same time, my father is now dead and while we were still involved with each other's lives and loved each other, we were nowhere near as close as we had been, and even if I never told him of the bits of resentment I had for him, I still feel ashamed of ever having them.
On one hand, I am working along getting where I want to be in life,
At the same time I realize things are likely only to get harder.

At least my home was not destroyed; I'm sorry that happened to you.

That makes sense. I'm so sorry about your father.

I joined the fandom in 2014 so it wasn't in the last half decade.

Thanks. It sure isn't any easier than it's made out to be. Takes a while to fully grasp as well.

I joined in 2014, but just to write, I was not involved with the actual community until 2015, it was in a sense, an all business relationship with FIM until I found some really awesome people that treated me so well.
I hope FIM at least gave you some nice experiences with the other users, that's gotta amount to something I'd hope.

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