Unique, but still unable to change The World · 6:21am Dec 3rd, 2019
So, I was reading russian translation of I.D. - That Indestructible Something, and while I enjoyed translation just as much as I did enjoyed original - something started to bug me closer to the end. What exactly? Well, see: we (I mean Chatoyance, PeachClover, me, Julian ) quite unique either by what we did IRL, by what we trying to do IRL, or at very least by our thinking and some kind of mutual recognition of our ..._difference_. (from The Human World at large). But unfortunately, while we obviously not bad examples of Unique - this alone or even all of us together can't change something as massive as world's trajectory!
At this point in my life i simply don't know if ANYTHING can change this trajectory, or by now it really pre-determinated by previous collective blindness and attempts at NOT asking real seriously real serious questions about what is good, what is society, and why society burning any given honest individual to the ashes much before he or she reach old age can't be considered humane at all ... Everyone is busy with living life, (nearly) no-one want to look where it heading, basically none truely can change things in any measurable way (small "progressive" reforms or even big revolutions eventually tugged back to our pathological normality).
I was even thinking why I can't spam any possible board with my 'messages' if I really consider them so important - and come to conclusion, apart from being blocked by my conscience - I myself will be lost in my anonymous shadows if I ever will want to have feedback to my views/messages - and I want it ...
So, no spamming because I'm finite human who only can sustain VERY finite number of links to other humans. Just in case one can head to Cross Time Cafe and read various various discussions there (with small bit of me). May be boards not overflowing our Dunbar's number actually best for me, considering I don't feel I can successfully maintain even 100 active or semi-active social connections at any given time (even paused for years).
