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Kody The Ultimate Brony


Otherwise known as Alastor Deer Daddy~

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  • 59 weeks
    What does it mean to have social anxiety?

    Have you ever done something embarrassing and felt like everyone is staring at you, judging you silently? That's how social anxiety feels, going out into public and talking to people, on a daily basis, you second guess yourself constantly, it causes you to be on edge, constantly with the anxiety, the difference between being antisocial and having social anxiety is clear but misconstrued, and

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  • 59 weeks
    What does it mean to be antisocial?

    Let me explain, it's losing the will to interact with people especially larger groups, avoiding them and sometimes abandoning social interaction for online interaction, why? Because the way I see it coming from someone who is also antisocial, for one I do it to avoid major conflict and to avoid people who will backstab you at any given chance, people who will make your life a living hell and not

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  • 59 weeks
    It's been a very long time since I've taken a cota bus

    I guess I get to do it again today

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  • 59 weeks
    Hey guys!!!

    I'm sleeping under a bridge tonight! Wish me luck:pinkiecrazy:

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  • 59 weeks
    Has anyone else ever contemplated how stupid phone bills really are?

    Like, honestly, what was going through the people who created the internet and data's heads? "Okay, we're going to make the greatest innovation ever, everyone is going to want it, they'll be able to talk to their families, they'll be able to stream whatever videos they want, and they'll be able to do pretty much anything, but we're gonna be dicks and make them pay for it" I just find it stupid

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Oct
1st
2019

A song for my friend I lost last Thursday · 12:06pm Oct 1st, 2019

Never feared for anything
Never shamed but never free
A life to heal the broken heart with all that it could

Lived a life so endlessly
Saw beyond what others see
I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could

Will you stay?
Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away

Plans of what our futures hold
Foolish lies of growing old
It seems we're so invincible
The truth is so cold

A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find
A place in my mind
Where you can stay
You can stay away forever

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid (not afraid)
The ones that we love are here with me
Lay away a place for me (place for me)
'Cause as soon as I'm done I'll be on my way
To live eternally

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay
When I have so much to say and you're so far away

I love you, you were ready
The pain is strong and urges rise
But I'll see you, when He lets me
Your pain is gone, your hands untied

So far away (so far)
And I need you to know
So far away (so far)
And I need you to, need you to know

Comments ( 6 )

Beautiful. Things aren’t going very well for me. But I still smile.

I'm sorry.

What happened?

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