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I hate myself · 12:02pm Sep 19th, 2019


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Comments ( 41 )

Hey, you still have me and the others here

Stop hating yourself for everything you're not.

Start loving yourself for everything you are.


You have a wonderful soul. Don't let anyone make you feel otherwise.


Aw man, that's no way to start the day. Have a hug, hugs are always better.


Thank you, everyone. And that fanart is adorable.

Your not a bad person man. Everyone makes a mistake or two.

I personally know what that's like so you're not alone, brother in Christ. HUGS

I know why you think you hate yourself. And let me tell you, those guys in the Warriors of Jesus group aren't all as tolerant as you expect them to be. I don't care if being gay is natural to the body or not. I'm just here for you to help you get through it. If they can't even tolerate other Christians, what kind of warriors are they? I think being gay is wrong, sure, but I've committed far too many sins myself to condemn other people, especially someone as awesome as you.

Hugs are nice at anytime

I think you are cool if it counts. Keep on being awesome.

Don't say that. You're awesome! :raritywink:

Thank you everyone for your support. It defiantly feels better when there's friends to talk to.

Some stuff that got out of hand and made me feel like trash. But thanks for looking out for me.

Yeah, and I cannot hide that fact about it being wrong. And I'm sorry it got out of hand to the point that we spammed the argument to 100 comments or so. I started to get stuck in an trap that I could have easily avoided and that was my fault initially. It's just really hard being stuck in these kind of situations. Thank you anyways for looking out for me, Brady, and I wish we can still be friends.


I started to get stuck in an trap that I could have easily avoided and that was my fault initially. It's just really hard being stuck in these kind of situations

Yeah, I totally know what you mean. I got into arguments all the time about my religion, and I still do. We're both outsiders to mainstream Protestant Christianity. I'm a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, and you're a gay Christian. Just another thing we have in common, being outsiders. We're totally still friends.

:twilightsmile: Thank you. And I'm always here if you're ever in need as well.

This is a fandom, you'll always have someone to talk to

But what is there to hate? Nothing that I'm aware of. And nothing you could convince me of, either. You are you, and you are awesome.

5123579 You are very welcome. I am always here if you need someone to talk to. Many hugs to you.

Hugs are always welcome!

5123643 Yay! Many more hugs.

Don't beat yourself up.
Things can get very tough but that's never a good reason to feel like you don't deserve to get through it alright.
Looking to others you love and trust is never a bad idea.

..why, though?

It's a group called Warriors of Jesus. Made by a good friend of mine named A Man Undercover.

Oh, shoot.

Uh, not that I know of.

Thank you for your kind words, Purple. It's always nice to see you around as well.

It was a discussion thread in a group. It was quite a difficult discussion that went the wrong way.

I'm an admin for this group here: https://www.fimfiction.net/group/213924/lgbt-christian-support-group. It was founded a year ago by another friend of mine, for those struggling in that field.

It's okay. You're my friend, and I hope things get better for you. *many hugs*

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