30/08/19 Update · 8:04am Aug 30th, 2019
TLDR; I may be coming back in the soon future.
Okay, so, uh... turns out I still love Sunset Shimmer, and want to write about her more.
Call me weak cause I keep breaking to people being mean on the internet, but I grew up- and still do- heavily value what people think about me and what I do. I WANT approval, and take everything to heart, for better or worse. Plus I'm extremely empathetic, to the point that I have broken down writing my stories, or gotten angry when writing characters being angry- so much so that I've had times when I've had to stop writing for hours, or even a few days as I wait to get back to being normal. I also have high standards for myself- No, I am not a perfectionist, but I still want myself to do the best that I can, and am often the harshest true critic of myself. So combine that with people wanting better from me, whether or not I can provide it, gets to me, and wears me down incredibly quickly. I've never claimed to be a good writer- hell, I fat finger names, forget to type things because my mind is going faster than my fingers, double type things, not to mention all the improper grammar and sentence structure.
So call me weak cause once again I'm coming back after having a temper tantrum thanks to people being mean on the internet, but I honestly have a lot of fun writing my stories. I'm a creator at heart, whether that's writing, painting, creating games- whatever. I live to make things, and I want to share them with everybody. I take pride in my work, even as I judge it harshly. A big part of why I don't go back and edit stuff is I'd rather accept that I make mistakes and learn from them. If I just kept trying to make something perfect, I'd never get anywhere.
There are so many of you that are so much fun to talk with about my works and my ideas, and a few of them are why I'm thinking of coming back. They've been seeing what I've been doing in the interim, and have managed to convince me to consider this comeback, so to you three- you know who you are~ ;'3- Thank you.
So, what's the plan?
I haven't entirely sold myself on coming back, or if I do, I'm not sure about FimFic. There are a few other websites I may post on, but if I do, I'll let you know. Story-wise I will be doing edits to Phoenix & Reborn (potentially combing them and reworking them, but not to the same degree as Phoenix and Fall of Harmony). Return of the New Girl would continue as is, as well as The Cello and The Guitar. Now, Setting of the Peaceful Sun is more likely to get quite a few edits, due to me not knowing what to do with the plot in the middle, so I may take some time thinking on that one.
So, uh, yeah... Hopefully I'll be coming back to write for people soon. ^^;
The ever Temper Tantruming,
Nyhll~*
I'm glad to hear you are coming back.
Welcome back, I have missed your writing.
Good to see you again, hope to hear more from you soon.
Welcome back
Hell yeah
If I may make a suggestion. Try making a discord channel. Then people you know are supportive of you can be invited then you got a place you can go to for help with the assholes
To quote myself from April. “Awesome. This calls for celebration. Cheese for everybody!”
Welcome back dude
Hope things go well for you. Sorry that people can suck. Hope you write some great stories you love making. ^_^
Great to see you up and about. I loved your stories so far and know how it is to get emotional writing characters. If that's the reaction it has on the writer, the reaction on the reader will probably be incredible.
Always gotta take care of #1 first bro. Do what's right for you.
If you do choose to come back then we'll all be here to continue enjoying your writing.