Journal Entry - Volume 5 - Chapter 9 · 1:29pm Jul 6th, 2019
Dear Diary,
Well, it looks like I'm on trial again! Although this time the charges are 100% true! I DID attack Canterlot! I DID try to kill the princess! And I... I... I DID kill... the Captain of the Royal Guard. He was a horrible, horrible stallion! But... that doesn't make me feel any better, knowing what I did!
I'm going to Tartarus for this one for sure! Arc got me off light last time, but... I think mercy is going out the window on this one! The thought of being banished last time really scared me! But this time... not at all! Probably because I know I deserve it! I mean, there's no defense for this! What do I say?! I wasn't in control of myself when I did those things?! No! I willingly put on that horrible amulet and let it consume my mind!
Whatever happens to me today, doesn't scare me in the least. Because... no matter what comes of this... I... I am just a murderer!
Just because you may not remember doing it, a crime still has victims! Yourself included.
