Journal Entry - Volume 4 - Chapter 13 · 9:13pm Jun 23rd, 2019
Dear Diary,
I... I'm alive... somehow. Xenos next to me. So tired... so weak. Legs not working. The pain! Everything... pain! Orphans... orphans not in sight. Find! Help! Protect!
I feel stronger now. The Hero of Light is here. He... I don't know. Head feels light. I'm not well, but... but need to find the orphans! They need me! Xenos won't let me up! Hero of Light told him to stay with me! He took the orphans with him. I know they'll be safe with him! Hero of Light is gone. Went back to Ponyville. I... I'm getting sleepy again. I only wonder... when I close my eyes... will they ever open again?
Opened my eyes to see the Hero of Light standing over me! Xenos is gone. I'm told he's exuding some kind of aura that's giving me strength! I... I think I might even be able to stand! Xenos would never let me though. Going back to his base with him! He can't stay here! I can't stay here! No choice!
I'm now at the Hero of... at Arc's base. Feeling stronger! Still tired! Still hurt! But... but now I feel as though I can make it! Resting in his office on the couch. So... so comfortable! Much better than my old bed at the orphanage!
I... I can't believe I did that! I... I PEED on Arc's floor! It all happened so fast! There was a crash... and I just... reacted! The worst part about it is I didn't even notice until much later that I had done it! But... but Arc wasn't even mad! He just held me... even though I'm sure he could smell me! He then took me to his quarters and... and very gently bathed me! It felt heavenly! Over the years I've bathed many of the foals whom I've cared for. Never thinking much about it... until now. The feeling of not being able to do something so simple by myself... it's humiliating! But... but it felt so GOOD! I've never had to be bathed by another before, but... but he was so kind and gentle with me! When I asked Arc why he did it, he said he wanted me to look my best when the orphans saw me! I know they're okay and all, but... I can't wait to see them again!
Sometimes others need more than just a helping hand. Sometimes they need a miracle! You can BE the miracle!
