Officially Dead · 8:49pm Jun 10th, 2019
Hey...
It's been a while...
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Look, I'm not sure why I'm feeling this way, but it just that... it feels like I'm not really feeling like I'm not part of the community anymore.
I've been in a creative slump for... I think now almost two years since the last story update of mine; and that's just here on fimfiction to start. I've also been preoccupied with work and constantly distant in video games that I just don't have the drive anymore.
Don't get me wrong, I'm still staying in the fandom, it's just that... I'm no longer sure where I belong in the fandom. True, I've posted a couple things over on deviantart, but they're just photos of a plush and not something on a piece of paper, draw by my own hands.
But I feel like I fall back ten steps every time the community takes one forward- I kinda felt that way at Everfree Northwest 2019 a few weeks back. I get a feeling that I have some sort of energy that either drains me or others around me; as well as varying mindsets where I could have done it differently or it went well but I didn't appreciate it.
It's true that I have Asperger syndrome/ Low-spectrum Autism (whatever it's being called today)- I've had it for years since middle school, and small moments of depression and anxiety from time to time, but having that in a completely new environment such as Montana... I'm not much of an outdoor's kind of guy and there really isn't much to do here that even perk my interests.
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As of today, any further story posting here has been and will be cancelled indefinitely.
I'm sorry
