Another excuse filled ramble on why I've been silent

So the truth is that I am a procrastinating piece of utter filth and that I need to stop starting something and never finishing it. Thank you, that's all...

But seriously. I've been... well... I'm just gonna be straight. Life is a complete bitch and I've been through the wringer over the last 3-4 months. No job, depression, and trying any and everything I could to be able to stave off my demons while sitting in my grandmother's house rotting away day by day sitting on my story ideas. The only thing that had kept me going is my fiance and my awesome friend Gpizano. They've been keeping me from either killing myself or running away and letting whatever happens to me happen.

But, I have now moved to Indianapolis and have much more opportunities than I ever had back home and I am starting to feel like my old self again. I know this sounds like a false promise to those of you who have read me saying that I will continue my stuff in the past. I won't and I will stop making that promise since I know I won't. The spark for those stories died a while ago, but I do want to continue writing since I feel like aside from music and games it is one of the only outlets that keeps me happy and sane.

So, all I am saying is that... I'm back. And I'm going to keep writing well after G4 ends and even into G5 because I want to for myself. Not for features, comments, likes, but because I love telling stories. So yeah... Freesh is back... not sure what else to say.