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Fluttershy Whisperwing


You don't need talent to practice. Discord: Moira Katsuke#0657

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  • 9 weeks
    Reminder that love is a lie and friendship isn't real.

    That is all.

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  • 44 weeks
    Harmony is...

    Harmony is 5AM inspiration and me SCREAMING at the side of poor Krickis' sleeping head like some kind of nerd instead of sleeping.
    Harmony is feeling bad, unwanted, excluding and... support flowing out. People I've never spoken to, people I want to speak to more, people I wish I could be friends with!

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    9 comments · 249 views
  • 45 weeks
    Beginning of the End.

    During my prewriting navel gazing this blog had numerous titles and the body changed a lot. It'll probably feel a little bit sloppy.

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    26 comments · 536 views
  • 48 weeks
    One They Fear

    Huzrah nu, kul do od, wah aan bok lingrah vod
    Ahrk fin tey, boziik fun, do fin gein!
    Wo lost fron wah ney dov
    Ahrk fin reyliik do jul


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    3 comments · 194 views
  • 61 weeks
    Happy (Belated) Christmas, followers and fam!

    I'm chugging away on Path, and the updated re-release of Tales of Fillydelphia. On writing-sprint days I've been averaging about 2-3k words.

    I've also been devoting time to a brand spankin new story released just this morning. It's rather flattering to know that I have my own dedicated squad of haters and downvote-brigaders.

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    3 comments · 256 views
Apr
13th
2019

Beginning of the End. · 10:13pm Apr 13th, 2019

During my prewriting navel gazing this blog had numerous titles and the body changed a lot. It'll probably feel a little bit sloppy.



I'm probably one of the few people who watch the show that doesn't really... care that it's ending. G5 is around the corner and I'll probably watch that.
I'm unconcerned about what will happen to the fandom because... I've never been a part of it. I'm an eternal outsider, constantly ostracized.

The common thread here is "I have no friends, and nobody likes me."
Path took off on a total fluke but... The upvote and comment count don't match even the favorites count. It's been brigaded a couple times. People stop reading after chapter 3 or so.

I don't have much inspiration or inclination to write because... reader count on chapters is just a number. I don't have any feedback from this number, it just exists.

Some time ago in the leadup to and judging of the Villain Exchange contest I... had a mild breakdown. It wasn't enough that the judges ripped it apart and worse things placed or won it... wasn't read at all and got downvoted to oblivion.
Another project, Pursuing Happiness, is essentially Dead on Arrival and I don't have much inclination to write for that either since it won't be read.

Writing for yourself is well and good and all, but to me the entire fun of writing is to be read. Nobody likes being ignored.

I can actually... end Path whenever I'd like. I'm on the verge of doing so and closing my account. My actual life will not change at all if I never return to FiMfiction because as stated above...

I have no friends and nobody likes me.

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Comments ( 26 )

If you don’t feel like you have any friends, that could be rectified

I like you. You have a gift for creating truly fascinating worlds and populating them with characters who feel like people.

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Thank you. It wasn't directed at anyone in particular it was just...
After eight years being frozen out of "the group" is really painful.

The Untrotted Path's been one of those stories I got used to seeing in the Updated column, but never really thought to look at. Might finally give it a look-see sometime soon.

I know this doesn't mean much coming from a random stranger who's talking to you for the first time, but keep on hanging in there!

If you do leave please leave the story up or give it to someone. This is a good story and I would hate to see it disappear.

I’d say having followers in triple digits means at least a few people like you. As for friends unless you are lucky you need to reach out first. Rare is my experience of people who have gone out of their way to start a dialog without prompting.

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The follower count is essentially meaningless.
It doesn't remotely match up to the readership of any story I post, or blogpost, and at least 30-50 of them are only following to tank the rating of anything I post.

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Hence why I said at least a few. I have followers and I haven’t written a word beyond comments which leads me to some confusion. Regardless once you get to over 100 you either have a few that like you, or you must have truely angered a large group of people.

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It's also inertia. I've been around since February of 2012. Also I picked up a lot from Path.

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Fair enough. Still if even one person likes you, you have arguably succeeded at something.

Comment posted by Inukshuk deleted Apr 14th, 2019

Well, I've been trying to think of something particularly supportive to say, and failing, so sorry about that. It seemed like posting something would still be better than posting nothing, though.
I'm sorry you're feeling down there as you are, and I hope that things improve for you.

Wanderer D
Moderator

I certainly don't have a problem with you either, and we've talked more than enough times I think for you to know that. I'm not going to throw more "fun = writing!" things at you, but I will still read your stories.

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Pointless comment is pointless. I'm happy for you that you get to travel whenever you wish.

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Sure. Ambivalence is well and good.
I'm sure lots of people around here are totally ambivalent to my existence.
But "not having a problem" is different than the stated issue.

Binch I will fight you with all my love and support @ me nerd :trixieshiftleft:

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Meet me at the flagpole. 3 o clock. Bring cookies and warm milk and headpats.

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As if I ever leave home without any of those things. You got it, homie!

I don't even know you, but when I saw this my heart sunk. Even though you're just a picture and a label to me, I'd like to wish the best for you. If you truly don't believe you're not loved, you have to fight that belief into happiness.

The best advice I can give to you is just reaching out. Friends can appear from anywhere.

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Speaking of pictures and labels
I really love yours as an aside.

5045028
This and the other heartfelt messages... I feel a burning sensation in my heart. This is...
DETERMINATION.

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Glad I could help, even if a little!

Comment posted by PatrickStar452 deleted Jun 8th, 2019
Comment posted by PatrickStar452 deleted Jun 8th, 2019
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