• Member Since 15th Sep, 2014
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Pixel_Spark


I write stories of hope, redemption, love and being a dingus. That last one is just me...

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  • 173 weeks
    I’m alive, honk.

    I am still here, just having some technical issues.

    That whole business with the iPad really knocked me on my arse, I was upset and angry for a long time. Eventually I moved on and have since replaced the iPad. I’m slowly getting back into doodling and whatnot again.

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    3 comments · 359 views
  • 207 weeks
    Bored.

    Very bored.

    Wanna go out, for something that isn’t just groceries.

    Windows 10 is being a huge twat, won’t run half my games. Wish I hadn’t upgraded, but I had no choice.

    Still haven’t written anything; my mind is blank. I think my brain escaped quarantine and doesn’t wanna come back any time soon.

    Ugggh...I wanna play RE7, but it’s broken. Stupid W10.

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    5 comments · 331 views
  • 216 weeks
    I’m sorry. [FDTL news]

    How do I even begin this?


    I’m sorry.


    I’ve been agonising Over this for some time now. What to say, what to do. I kept silent- hoping this barricade would collapse if I just found the right way...


    But the guilt is too much, I can’t do this. I owe you all an apology. I sincerely thought I’d regain my footing in my writing someday, but not even writing the short story helped.

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    6 comments · 544 views
  • 258 weeks
    Side story up soon!

    Hey, for all of you who follow FDTL, I’ve written a short (haha) story, a companion piece to FDTL. I was stuck for the longest time, then someone suggested I try writing a one shot to get back into writing FDTL again.

    I hope you’ll enjoy it!

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Apr
6th
2019

I have a question... · 10:47pm Apr 6th, 2019

I’m not sure how familiar any of you are with the education system, but I thought I’d ask anyway.

The last month or so has generally revolved around attempting to make some kind of an attempt at a future for myself. I tried applying for a foundation degree course, all hopeful and excited until-

I found out the benefits system in the UK (and possibly the US too if what I’ve been told is correct) doesn’t allow for education courses if it’s full-time.

They’ll basically withdraw any help and leave you own your own. Even for a part-time course there’s no cast iron guarantees. The person who interviewed me at the college basically said it’s a dangerous gamble. That he’s seen the benefits system leave two students unable to continue their studies because they pulled support. I could lose my apartment...and worse still?

I could be left with a £6,000 debt if this goes wrong.

It’s a fight between wanting to change the crap prospects I have now...or giving up and accepting it’s simply too late. I’m over 23, which cuts off a lot of waivers and support.

I have less then 10 days to get back to the college about wether I’m gonna do it or not- and I can’t think. What should I do?

If this were you, what would you do?

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Comments ( 4 )

I don't know anything about this but I want you to know that as a fan, you are in my prayers. I know something good will happen for you.

I think I’ve already shared my thoughts, but I just wanted to re-iterate that I’m always cheering for you, and I hope others here have ideas that can help you :)

i'm praying for you

I hope you'll be fine.
I don’t really know what to say to support you, but ... you can probably handle it.
If I'm not late with my support.

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