Don't feel like writing for here atm · 9:15am Dec 24th, 2018
I've been tempted to a number of times, but always decided against it. Like, there was a major story I only shared with the person who'd be most interested in it, and a fart story based on a dream which I kept to myself. I also considered something about Lightning Dust farting in her Washouts outfit, since no one has ever depicted that, same with Silverstream farting, but I don't want to be the first to do that.
I think it's because I'm becoming more fetish-shy even under this persona, seeing how many stories I've written already. I'm kind of afraid to do it again.
I might change my mind and submit a story here again sometime later, but right now I have no plans to.
Of course I'll still stop by once and a while to check for messages from my friends here or chat with them. But probably not quite as often as before.
One positive note though is that the friend I thought I lost reconnected with me. At least for a bit, he hasn't replied in days.
Take as much time as you need to. Don’t try and rush back here, since this may make the situation a bit worse. We will still be here and have your back when necessary.
There is one I'm thinking about submitting actually, containing light amounts of a few of my fetishes. I'm undecided on it though.
Edit: Probably not. In part this might be because not a lot of users would be interested in it, and the situations are very stretchy.
I just considered doing one of Silverstream and Smolder humanized (and aged up to 18 if need be), farting and wetting themselves (for their true forms in the show, I find it really hard to imagine Silverstream farting due to having a certain level of beauty even compared with Rarity, despite having Pinkie Pie's personality, and I also find it hard to imagine dragons being able to fart due to how thick their tails are).
Not sure if I want to, though. What I had in mind has it so Silverstream often wets herself with excitement, which isn't as common as some people think, and I'm not sure I want to "twist" her defining trait like that. (Then again, I did do a story where Pinkie repeatedly wets herself from laughing too hard, and laughter being her Element of Harmony)
I guess I'm just concerned it'll attract lots of hardcore fans of them who find my fetishes disgusting or offensive, seeing how rarely they're fetishized. At least with the Main 6, Sunset, and the sirens, a lot of people do all kinds of fetish and clop with them so I probably wouldn't stand out in particular. Besides, it'd probably be criticized for being low quality and ridiculously stretchy. And I'd still be the first to depict Silverstream farting, humanized or not.