Status update #25 · 1:39pm Oct 20th, 2018
There has been the comfort of not waking up every day to a fight, since I left my mom's house. But.... I have learned that I have literally accomplished nothing with my life. 
I have tried to get a job. But after the interview, they never called me back. This has happened many times. 
I always have too much time on my paws, and... and I've realized just how lonely I truly am. All my friends are online only. And my boyfriend lives in another state. Plus, he has a job, so I can't really contact him for most, if not all the day. I'd hate for him to get fired for just texting me... or a simple phone call. People don't realize how I miss the voice of those I care about the most for is to me.... usually my friends are all busy. And I have none in real life to hang out with. 
I spend the majority of my life indoors, because I'm scared of rejection. I walk on the thinnest of ice, just to please everyone. There's nothing worse than seeing the anger that consumes people's emotions, and turns them into angry scary creatures. 
Every day, I fight the pessimism in my soul.... but a lot of the time, I simply stop resisting. I spend a majority of my time, wondering if I should just crawl back to my mom and beg her to take me back. 
Dame Rusty *hugs* if i coud i woud Take you in
I really wish I could be there for you in person so you wouldn't feel so lonely all the time.
*Hugs warmly*
i wish i could be their for u physically so i can hug u and try to help you with ur situation
have you tried calling them back and checking up with them?
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Keep your chin up and don't give up, companies don't want people who just give up right away. If the screw ups that work on daycrew where I work can hold their jobs despite how much they're costing the company then anyone can get work.
I wish I could be there for you IRL