[Life Blog]:Free(or not?) and plans · 7:06am Oct 18th, 2018
So I've returned to my civic life. Army is over, and I'm free...
Or am I?
There's still no PC that I can use for myself. I also joined some post-graduate studies and they are going to take some of my time. But that doesn't mean I can't have some time to write. I need to start making a sort of outline for my Nanowrimo entry.
Yes I plan on participating... and completing it maybe once in my life. But there's a problem
I feel like writing has been escaping me. As in I feel like I should be enjoying this more. I've developped bad habbits like I don't rewrite things because apparently that fills me with the feeling that this is a chore. And I'm thinking... is it? In adittion the show has clearly lost its charm for me and I'm just along for the ride really. But I guess in the end that doesn't matter now does it? Because my characters are more bonded with me than the show characters. Even Queen Chrysalis has been a little... hard to place in a general sense. Like I have several ideas for her but I can't exactly picture how to realize them.
It doesn't help my procrastinating arse right now finds Grim Dawn (the game) as fun. Shrug... I desperately need more writer friends to mingle with.
To end this rambling incoherent speech with something meaningful... how are you guys? What are you writing? What have you written? Where can I find you and talk to you?
I keep failing to work on commissions and thus feel shitty.
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What's wrong?
In a collab though it's been slow going due to work but I'm chipping away at it bit by bit. I just hope I don't go all OCD on it and redo a segment or two...again.
As for your situation with feeling like writing pony stories is a chore, why not write a non-pony story? Maybe a collection of your time serving your country or something along those lines?
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I'm afraid that will extend to it as well. It's nothing... I just want the impossible and that's something I gotta deal with in my head.