something just got me thinking · 11:35pm Sep 16th, 2018
someones blog i won't say who had got me thinking about family relatives it made me realize my family doesn't care about any of us they don't help us they help themselves take things that belonged to us now my auntie gone they'll just cut us off when we need help the most let us die than take our stuff off our dead corpse they never cared about us only my auntie i bet they blamed us for her death i saw her dead body i wasn't watching her it's my fault it's my fault they blame me i know it i blame myself my biological parents don't care about us when he remarried or whatever he stopped talking to us my mother doesn't care about us i feel like i was a mistake i feel like if my mom could've had an abortion she would do it to me i wouldn't be here i'd never been liked by the other kids they would just insult me and i'd take it because i can't say nothing. to be honest i'm envious of that person they had a great family and loved ones to care about them and love them and teach them i'm envious when i shouldn't be i just want a good life where i don't have to fear of losing anyone else or scared to be homeless or afraid of the future. i'm so sorry i'm so so so so sorry
Woah....what all happened. From what I got, they took something from you and you believe they blame you for your aunts death?
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you know one of my aunties died on April 1st i i just couldn't
my friend its when it is in our darkest hour is when we should stay strong and look deep inside ourselves and find the strength to keep going, atleast until u find someone who ACTUALLY can help keep u going, to be the light in your darkness
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And your family has been shunning you?
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well i thought i haven't heard from them
Please stay strong. There will be a day when someone will come along and be there for you. Just please stay strong. My prayers will be going to you.
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Probably not a good sign. We’re here for you friend