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Lotus Moon


VA/Dramatic Reader, YouTuber, & Writer | Support me on Patreon and Ko-fi

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  • 26 weeks
    A Special Project

    I’m looking for artists for a special audio drama project I’m working on. Follow the video down below for details and link to the google doc

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  • 31 weeks
    My Discord Server

    https://discord.gg/2esAwYv

    Join The Lotus Garden and enjoy nirvana

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  • 54 weeks
    Month of Macabre '18

    Time for Month of Macabre to begin again

    And I started with this:
    He's skilled at what he does
    He's done it before
    He's a driver, builder
    Murderer
    Somepony who's willing to kill a prince because he raped the Element of Generosity.

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  • 61 weeks
    Recent Story Removal

    Due to how much concern I caused my friends and coltfriend, the story I posted (which I titled "Lotus Attempts to Commit Suicide), I decided to take it down. But to those who have already read it, I once again want to mention that I am not suicidal nor did I have any intention of causing any harm to myself. I am simply stressed out with how much there is still to do for Month of Macabre that I

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  • 69 weeks
    Happy 7 Year Anniversary, Saphirus!

    My boyfriend, Saphirus, and I have hit lucky year #7 and we couldn’t be happier. And to celebrate, we decided to turn his birthday story for me into an anniversary story. :heart:

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Recent Story Removal · 2:12am Aug 15th, 2018

Due to how much concern I caused my friends and coltfriend, the story I posted (which I titled "Lotus Attempts to Commit Suicide), I decided to take it down. But to those who have already read it, I once again want to mention that I am not suicidal nor did I have any intention of causing any harm to myself. I am simply stressed out with how much there is still to do for Month of Macabre that I needed to vent. I am sorry to cause so much concern and make it seem like no one would care. That was not my intention.

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Comments ( 2 )

Many of us know the bane of depression. You did well to express yourself through the written word rather than the penultimate deed. You are a wonderful writer and your readings are deeply entertaining. It is better to let those feelings be expressed safely, which you did. I wish you all the best, Lotus. Thank you for all your wonderful works.

,A subscriber and follower

I read your story and I think this a lesson in 'what not to post'. I know that sounds rude to say, but posting this story was definitely going to cause some concern. I mean, you did put in the title your OC's name and 'commits suicide' in the same title, so that definitely rose some red flags to a lot of readers.

Let me just say that if this Month of Macabre thing is stressing you out, then spread it out. You shouldn't overbear yourself with all these readings if they are stressing you out. Creating content is already a stressful thing as it is, so by piling a huge project onto yourself will just overload you. Take it bit by bit, and make sure you enjoy it. If you're stressed to the point of making a suicide note in a story, then it's not worth it. People would rather see you happy than see you feeling like shit 24/7.

Just my two cents.

Keep on writing!

P.S. I'm not saying you can't write stories like this, heck, I've written a story that I wrote to finally cope with my cousin's death, but there are better ways to cope. Friends, family, significant other, heck, writing a story that doesn't involve super dark themes will even help. And if you need to write those super dark themes, just don't post them, but if you still feel the need to show someone, then the best option is to show those who are close to you, because they know you more than we, some random people on the Internet, will know. Just thought I'd share this info with you.

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