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Tohshi


Hey I write things. Like litterally all the time. Sometimes it is pony related and that ends up here. Funny how things change this used to be a sometimes thing but now its all the time.

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  • 245 weeks
    I've done it again... ;_;

    So I guess this might be another story announcement. I mean it definitely is one just that I'm not certain I will actually upload it. I have a new standard in uploads, in that I need to have four chapters written before posting. So the first one is written and I intemd to keep writing but to be honest the last...let me check...nine...damn it...havent gotten there. Well that isnt quite true one

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  • 256 weeks
    I'm alive, still, again, uh, yeah...

    so yeah as the title says. I'm alive. Things got hairy there for a while. Like really really hairy. But great news, I'm doing better. Finally got housing in December, after being homeless for three and a half years. I have meds that work now and that means less issues with my manic depression, and well the down episodes that brought along. I'm stable, or well much more stable than I was. But it

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  • 300 weeks
    So yeah

    I hit the point of divergence with the rewrite of Broken then healed. Way earlier than I expected. To be fair it is just a rearrangement of when things happen but enough so that I am in mostly uncharted waters now. I hope to keep the same magic the first had but it is also time to introduce some of the completely new elements of the story.

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  • 300 weeks
    Taking a break

    For my mental health I am taking a break for a bit from my pony writing. or well my current projects. I promise I will come back at some point but not certain when. May be in a week may be in a year. or tomorrow. I just need to write something new I think. Maybe I should work on Vitem or something. I mean to be fair I am very very mentally and emotionally exhausted right now. I kinda want to just

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  • 300 weeks
    Downs trips and updates

    so this is your warning , cause like trigger warnings are a thing I believe in. SI

    I attempted suicide on monday. I am still out of it though out of the hospital now. Really kinda not recovered which of course is going to effect my ability to write for a while. Still I am going to be working on my stories when i can but yeah today is not that day.

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Jul
4th
2018

Feeling off · 5:58pm Jul 4th, 2018

I was recently diagnosised with Autism. Which is a thing I have suspected for a while now but you know nice to have official diagnosis and what not. I also have had a cold, well bronchitis which is basically cold plus, and so I have been in a funk but thankfully it hasn't been much of an emotional thing. That is till today. I feel so off. Like there is something wrong and that I fucked up somehow. I don't really know how I did that but I can't seem to get in any writing because of it. Which is highly disappointing. I mean I have like multiple projects to work on. Like rewrites of things from the past. More Apples, Oranges, and PokeHearts. And of course my original fiction. But yeah none of it is clicking. I mean off days happen and I am not certain why I am rambling here of all places about it. But I am. So as with all of my prior work, no idea when I will be next uploading. I do have part of a chapter written but it is such a small bit and I don't really know where it is going yet.

Comments ( 1 )

First, take a deap breath and relax.
Second, we are all cool her, if you take some time to get back in the swing it's fine.
Third, talk to someone close about how you feel, even if they can't help, getting it out will be good for you anyways.

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