Third person Ranting. With response (Ignore if you'd like)

Why? I know you can write but yet you've lost the will... Go back. Look at you're story. That one shot right there was your best and you can still make the best of it. Yet you choose to leave it all behind. For what? Cause you don't want to? Cause you've lost the will to write? It's sad you've let something so good go to waste. You're an artist for it. There's no denying that. You're heart is where that art lies but you let it dwindle there instead of writing you're heart away. Don't let it go to waste. Yet even as I tell you this you ignore me. You ignore yourself. Why must you hurt yourself? Get back out there and write. No one cares what it is.

You say this to me. You're right I will let it die. I will let eat at me. Torture me that I let this go to waste. I love it, of that I cannot deny. Yet... I've lost the will to do it. Why I don't know. I truly don't.. Yet at the same time I want too. What I want go write I don't know. I just want too... I know I put my heart into the writing least the one shot story I did... I'm surprised after all of it I did something people loved but.... I just can't. I have the heart to do so I just can't. I can't even forgive myself for doing it. Letting such a good form of art die... *sigh* I'm sorry but I cannot do this... I'm sorry.

(I wrote this here cause I needed to let this out somehow... This was the best way I could)