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ShadyAwesomeness


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  • 120 weeks
    Hello & Goodbye!

    Hey everyone.

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  • 267 weeks
    Where Do I Go From Here?

    I just came to the realization that the majority of my school days are pretty much over now that I’m graduating this May. I never thought that in all in all of my nineteen years of life that I would be able to make it this far given the fact that I started school late due to of my shy, quiet, emotional and introverted personality in kindergarten which led to me getting homeschooled by my parents

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  • 277 weeks
    Happy New Years Everyone!

    There were moments were I wanted to stop.

    There were moments where I wanted to quit.

    And there were moments where I wanted to give up all together.

    2018 has been both a rough and hellish year for me.

    Yet by some miracle I managed to stay true to myself.

    Both my brain and heart, as well as my own subconscious made me me realize that there is still light ahead of me.

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  • 278 weeks
    Merry Christmas Everyone!


    Hope you all have a great Christmas full of lots of food, family and friends. And ponies, that is unless if you still have a thing for ponies.

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  • 302 weeks
    It's My Birthday!

    Yeah, thought I let you all know. Considering how I haven't posted anything in a while now that I've been slowly moving forward with my life. But despite that, I never thought that I be getting old really fast, even though I still feel relatively young. But 19 years old? Jeez time really does fly by when the realization hits you. It seriously feels like yesterday when I first came here on this

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Mar
5th
2018

Ever Experienced Sleep Paralysis? · 10:01pm Mar 5th, 2018

Because let me tell you, the feeling of waking up in the morning with your body completely paralyzed is undoubtedly a scary thing. The first time I experienced it as a kid, I literally thought I was being pressed down by some unseen force. As if there were some kind of ghost in my bedroom. It wasn't until I was old enough to understand why it happens. Apparently from what I have been told is that it's completely normal for anyone to go through sleep paralysis. Not to mention it doesn't last forever once you wake up. Speaking of which, I just had another one last week, and I had to use all of my strength just so I could get myself out of bed >.<

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This has happened to me once. I was in a hospital for a different medical reason when I had fallen asleep on my back in a hospital bed. According to the doctors' I had had a seizure in my sleep wich resulted in temporary sleep paralysis. While the doctors treated me, My brain was aware that I was trying to awaken but, I couldn't open my eyes. Couldn't move. Couldn't speak. I felt helpless. It sucked until I could move again.

That never happened to me before. I think.

Dude that happened to me a few years ago. I can't say it frightened me, but I was still pretty fuckin confused.

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Geez, that must've sucked. I can't even imagine how you dealt with it afterwards.

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Your lucky. I'm not saying it will happen but it could happen to anyone at a random time.

>4811483 So was I! The first time it happened to me, I wasn't only confused but I was so helpless to do anything.

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Yeah...a strong bout of depression followed.

that does sound very scary

I’ve had an awful experience with sleep paralysis that caused me to question my own sanity. I saw something that I don’t think was real. It caused me to believe that I was being haunted by an evil spirit because I saw the same figure that haunted me in my dreams pop up right before my eyes and I couldn’t run, I couldn’t hide, I was just stuck in one spot.

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