Some more goals · 4:08am Feb 18th, 2018
So ive been thinking, wouldn't it be nice if were to ever complete one of my goals? Im sure i have before with like small goals that I unconsciously created but Ive never had the feeling of accomplishing something that ive planned to do and committed to doing it, and if i had, I am pretty sure that is a feeling one would not forget. Nevertheless heres what I have planned out, I know I did a similar thing a few weeks back, I have no excuses!
1) Continue learning German
Now ive been learning German since about end of April/beginning of May of 2017, wow time really does go fast, it makes me sad... oh uh thats a blog for a different day. So my fluency and vocabulary has increases so much since I first started learning, it's rather interesting learning another language, it makes you think about things differently, makes you question your own language. I started learning German because last year (Sophomore year) my history teacher kept encouraging us to learn a new language and how it could be helpful and etc, honestly at the time I was very close to simply doing that (prior to all that I had tried learning Spanish for a few months just to find out that I had no interest for it at all, thats another thing, don't try learning a language without an interest in it, it will not be enjoyable at all and will feel like another boring subject in school.) But anyways I was never pushed to actually do it until the day he had a sub, and that sub happened to be able to speak multiple languages. I was fascinated, I wanted to be like that. He really did have a big impact on my life, never would have decided to learn German if he hadn't been there. But why German? Well im not exactly sure, I just found it interesting.
2) Create an animated series
Ive wanted to do this for a very long time now but it wasn't until recently that I finally feel equipped to actually do it, all the need is the time and motivation to do it. Ive been working on the rigs for a while now, trying to get them to look good enough to use however I got a bit frustrated with it today because while I was working on the front view of the rig multiple layers were turning out to be in a impossible order to fix, and my eyes suddenly just flashed and I saw the entire thing completely different. Usually I can't change my perspective of something until a day later or if I flip the image, but it was literally in a blink I saw the entire rig differently and it suddenly looked like garbage, that pretty much made me give up on it for today *cough* February 17th *cough*
3) Edit a fanfic for someone
This is more of a smaller goal for me, I could quite easily be an editor for a story because I believe that I understand enough english and grammar to be able to fix most mistakes. I think it would be nice to help someone with a story, to see an idea become a beautiful fanfic. However I would rather not wish to be an editor for someone who has no idea what they are doing for example, someone who is below the teenage years. I dont mean that as an insult or anything Ive just had some bad experiences with such authors, they tend to sometimes ask for too much (when I was making a cover for someone they asked for a absurd amount of details and characters in one drawing and I wasn't even able to draw ponies at the time). I do not believe I am superior to anyone however, as long as theres motivation to do it, no matter the person, then I will do it.