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  • 16 weeks
    Tradition

    This one's particular poignant. Singing this on January 1 is a twelve year tradition at this point.

    So fun facts
    1) Did you know you don't have to be epileptic to have seizures?
    2) and if you have a seizure lasting longer than five minutes you just straight out have a 20% chance of dying in the next thirty days, apparently

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  • 22 weeks
    Two Martyrs Fall for Each Other

    Here’s where I talk about this new story, 40,000 words long and written in just over a week. This is in no way to say it’s rushed, quite the opposite; It wouldn’t have been possible if I wasn’t so excited to put it out. I would consider A Complete Lack of Jealousy from All Involved a prologue more than a prequel, and suggested but not necessary reading. 

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    2 comments · 574 views
  • 24 weeks
    Commissions Open: An Autobiography

    Commission rates $20USD per 1,000 words. Story ideas expected between 4K-20K preferable. Just as a heads up, I’m trying to put as much of my focus as I can into original work for publication, so I might close slots quickly or be selective with the ideas I take. Does not have to be pony, but obviously I’m going to be better or more interested in either original fiction or franchises I’m familiar

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    5 comments · 576 views
  • 27 weeks
    Blinded by Delight

    My brain diagnosis ended up way funnier than "We'll name it after you". It turned out to be "We know this is theoretically possible because there was a recorded case of it happening once in 2003". It turns out that if you have bipolar disorder and ADHD and PTSD and a traumatic brain injury, you get sick in a way that should only be possible for people who have no

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    19 comments · 763 views
  • 36 weeks
    EFNW

    I planned on making it this year but then ran into an unfortunate case of the kill-me-deads. In the moment I needed to make a call whether to cancel or not, and I knew I was dying from something but didn't know if it was going to be an easy treatment or not.

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    6 comments · 790 views
Jan
17th
2018

Wholesome Rage: Paralysis or Death? · 4:49am Jan 17th, 2018

This week's article actually has a podcast component. If you've never heard me speak before, well, now's your chance! This week I don't cover what I think the meaning of life is, but I do cover what I think it means to choose to live.

Here's a question I ask you: Would you rather be paralyzed completely from the neck down, or dead? Why? No right answers, just your choice of wrong one.

Why did you choose the way you did? And why do other people choose the answers they do? I break that down here for you this week.

Check it out here
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Comments ( 3 )

Having spent most of 2017 very nearly paralyzed and in more pain than I can even describe, I can say from personal experience that I would rather be dead. Few things are more boring than staring up at the ceiling for days, weeks, months on end with little hope of going anywhere without significant assistance, and it's made worse when the only time you are coherent is when the pain medications kick in and give a brief respite from what is otherwise living hell.

I admit I would instantly go 'Paralyzed' because of two things.

My first thought was 'There's a very good chance that I wait 15-20 years and science can fix me and then I have the rest of my life as quality life'

My second thought was 'I CAN READ SO MANY BOOKS'

Like. I like the second thought, because it was uplifting. It went 'Well, I can still read' and as I sit here pondering it I realize 'And I can't run conventions, or go to conventions, or effectively play video games, or do my existing job, or all these other things that are time consuming and kind of stressful' and in a way it would be relaxing because with all those avenues closed off, the ability to just study and learn and so on would be one of the few things available and therefore I could luxuriate in it completely free of guilt that I was doing that to the detriment of other more 'productive' things because, hey, I literally can not do those things.

Huh.

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