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Nov
27th
2017

Two years gone by · 11:18pm Nov 27th, 2017

There is something about writing this that seems so incredibly odd to me. Two years! Two years of writing, and it's been one emotional roller coaster ride after another. Some times I think I'm going to stop, only for something to give me a motivational boost. That's no different this year, as everytime I take a look at this fandom I sometimes feel like I don't truly belong. This year that really is no different, because despite everything good that's happened the only story from my first year on this site that is still truly going seems to be Reminders.

Yet, with each sorrow is a happiness, and that is no different. From users like Ruinqueenofoblivion to Megaskullmon who have been with me since the start, to other new friends like Sabr3cat and the team of Ashes of Equestria. Friends, family, and even my own school stand with me as I've openly told them what I am and what I'm doing. Everytime I feel like stopping I remember all that, and I'm reminded why I write in the first place.

This all started out of a love for Kkat's story, but with Descendant of the Night I've found my own grand adventure to tell. The adventure of a mare searching for the truth, and the mystery that surrounds everything she knows.

Reminders might be the only story still surviving from my first year, but that isn't without a reason. I've cried writing it and to think that it I'm getting so close to the end of the story is strange. The story was made on a whim, without any planning or idea of what I was really doing, and yet it has become one of my most beloved stories.

And then of course, there is the return. Fallen broke apart, but Danganronpa V.E. has become something I feel proud of. A return to something that so many enjoyed, and yet at the same time greater then I could ever imagine. It's one of those things that show how far I've come as a writer, and how I once again show that I treat these as more than just fanfiction.

This is the definition of what the last year of my life has been, and at this point I'm never turning back. I'm not looking away, as I have to much I can't leave finished now. This is the road I have decided to take, and while it may seem weird to say I'm proud of what I'm doing. Yes it's fanfiction, but whoever said you couldn't try on a fanfic. I have plans for the next year, and though it may mark the completion of one of my first stories, I'm happy.

So thanks for joining me, and I hope you continue to stay with me for time to come.

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