Today's Update Cancelled · 6:16am Nov 9th, 2017
I'm not going to go into too many details right now...but something physiological happened earlier today, just as I was starting to get ready to write...
And beyond leaving me somewhat unwell, it left me terrified.
I've spent the entire rest of the day since trying to get over the lingering symptoms, and the fear that came with it.
It's the only time it's ever happened, and seems to be mostly past...but it was still scary for me. So since it's already so late...I'm not going to write tonight.
I'm going to have dinner with Mom, continue to enjoy myself and relax online, and then go to bed. And hope tomorrow's better and that what happened today never happens again.
Don't ask for details. Unless and until I know what caused it and why, I don't plan to share any. But no update tonight.
Tomorrow's update, assuming I'm up to writing, will be "My Own Wings" as scheduled.
I hope you are better soon! god bless!
I'm sorry to hear that you're unwell. Be safe and get well soon.
Makes moral support noises with mouth
Just take your time and if you need to take a break to feel better then get better. We can wait, no need to force yourself.
I hope you get better soon.
Wishing you well, and prayers.
I hope you get better soon.
no problem... enjoy, try to distract yourself and enjoy the zzzz's
Eh if fine dude real life event take priority (heck i cant even write my own damn story thanks to my stupid flu)
I truly hope you are safe and OK.
Hope you get better soon, Tats. If you're still worried about what happened then don't be afraid to schedule an appointment at a clinic. Speaking from experience: If you have concerns about your health then your doctor won't laugh at you or lose patience with you if you want to speak with them, no matter what it is. We're all here for you.
It's ok Tats. We understand
Feel better, dude, and I hope the fear from earlier has at least subsided a little.
get some rest
hope you get better soon
get well soon friend.
hope feel better soon.
rest.. clear your mind.. see a doctor if you so feel the need.. we'll be here for you.. RIGHT EVERYONE?
there is no need to apologize. return when u r ready, not before. we r here, we will not turn from u....
Damn.... if something happened that spooked you, there's no reason for us readers to ask for what happened.
You just have a good time with your mother and i wish the best for you.
Have a little song to continue onwards.
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My advice wes something scares you, listen to some music just find a song you like it's what helps me.
If you get a catchy and enjoyable song stuck in your head you'll be thinking about that instead of the thing that scared you
Take care of yourself Tats. Don’t worry about writing when your health is involved. Though it might be worth going to the doctor just to get it checked out.
Take it easy Tats. Your health is more important.
Jesus, what happened?
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Hope you're feeling better after a good feed and rest.
I realize it's small comfort, but I've been there too. Shortly after my mother died, I woke up one morning dimly realizing that nothing on the left side of my body was working.
Being a stubborn bastard, I stumbled into the bathroom and tried to shower and shave one-handed. It wasn't until a friend on the East Coast phoned and was terrified by my inability to speak clearly that I was willing to seek any treatment. And even then, he had to call my SO, who in turn threatened me with the couch indefinitely, before I was willing to see a doctor.
To add insult to injury (no pun intended), I still insisted on walking to the hospital under my own power, whereupon they informed me I was having a serious stroke.
Long story shortened, three days and a LOT of blood-thinners and clot-busters later, I recovered. Though to this day, I still have a mild speech impediment if I try to talk too swiftly, and lingering weakness in my left arm and leg.
My sweety was understandably pissed with me.
Plenty of people understand, my friend, and deeply sympathize. It ain't much, but it's the best I can offer you.
I hope it's a little help.
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Yeah yeah, I get it. I wasn't exactly EXPECTING an answer.
Dont worry. Just rest and relax til you feel better.
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Isn't "I think I might be having a stroke" the first thought most people would have if they started having that symptom? I mean, I haven't heard of any other cause for it...
Tats, focus on your health - both physical and mental - first. We are all here for you, and we will be here when you return. Get better first, okay?
take your time Tats, you are more important then some stories
... you ate the cupcakes, didn't you?
Rest up. Get checked out. Writing is not important right now.
If you feel the need to talk about it, PM me. I've been through shit most people here can't imagine, so I can relate to a variety of body related "oh shit" moments.
hope you feel better
Well, I hope you get better soon, Tatsurou.
Geez, that sounds scary....take all the time you need; like the others have said, you and your health come first and foremost.
Deal with you and get straitened out! We’ll be here
Since I’ve got Asperger’s that means I’m shit at giving sympathy, so I’ll let papa franku do the talking for me...
https://m.Hope you feel better soon.
Hope your ok, if it was a panic or anxiety attack I can get how terrifying it can be. Just relax be by people who care and take it easy. Hope you feel better soon. And remember there are people in your life who you can vent to if you need it.
Your loyal readers have told you time and time again, Tats, you do whatever it is you feel you need to do to stay sane and healthy.
Some of us know what it's like to not feel safe all too well.
God bless.
Take all the time you need to recover. We can wait. We wouldn’t be very good fans if we couldn’t put your needs above our wants.
Don't sweat it man, just focus on getting better. We love your stories, but at the end of the day it is you that matters the most. Take care and -insert your equally valid religion statement here, mine is `God Bless`-
Take whatever time you need. Your health comes first.
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I'm a retired GI, and more stubborn and stupid than was/is healthy for my own good - something my SO let me know quite often.
Ironically, I wasn't the first to go, she was. Cancer. :(
I'm guessing spasms. Uncontrollable muscle spasms that left you unable to stand, even with someone helping you. I can relate. Don't worry about it. It's never going to happen that bad again. Although, if that is what happened, expect parts of your body to start spasming on the rare occasion. They won't last long, but they will be annoying. If that isn't what it was, than disregard everything that I've said except for my condolences about whatever it was happening.
Okay, I got two things for you here.
One: Take all the time you need. Your health is far more important than anything. In the famous words of Soldier, "Don't you die on me."
Two: Speaking of good ol' Solly, is Fortresshy 2 still a thing? I couldn't find a blog post saying anything about it being cancelled or worked on. Because I would trade all the other stories I almost religiously follow to get Fortresshy 2. Just saying.
Hey, maybe you should go see the Medic, but he'd fix you up 😆
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God, I'm an asshole.