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ShadyAwesomeness


Retired.

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  • 120 weeks
    Hello & Goodbye!

    Hey everyone.

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  • 267 weeks
    Where Do I Go From Here?

    I just came to the realization that the majority of my school days are pretty much over now that I’m graduating this May. I never thought that in all in all of my nineteen years of life that I would be able to make it this far given the fact that I started school late due to of my shy, quiet, emotional and introverted personality in kindergarten which led to me getting homeschooled by my parents

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  • 277 weeks
    Happy New Years Everyone!

    There were moments were I wanted to stop.

    There were moments where I wanted to quit.

    And there were moments where I wanted to give up all together.

    2018 has been both a rough and hellish year for me.

    Yet by some miracle I managed to stay true to myself.

    Both my brain and heart, as well as my own subconscious made me me realize that there is still light ahead of me.

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  • 277 weeks
    Merry Christmas Everyone!


    Hope you all have a great Christmas full of lots of food, family and friends. And ponies, that is unless if you still have a thing for ponies.

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  • 301 weeks
    It's My Birthday!

    Yeah, thought I let you all know. Considering how I haven't posted anything in a while now that I've been slowly moving forward with my life. But despite that, I never thought that I be getting old really fast, even though I still feel relatively young. But 19 years old? Jeez time really does fly by when the realization hits you. It seriously feels like yesterday when I first came here on this

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Oct
13th
2017

Stop With The Criticism & Harassment. · 11:58pm Oct 13th, 2017

It's really hard to understand that people sometimes view me as a person who can't do anything right for once. I mean sure I may be lazy and unmotivated from time to time but that doesn't mean that I'm useless at everything. I may not be as perfect as I wished I'd be but that doesn't give them the right to say what they think of me. Of course, sometimes I wish I can be a whole other person who can do anything without causing a ruckus. But the truth is, I can't be someone who you want me to be. I just wish people would stop criticizing me for being so different. Because honestly, I would rather take my own life than live in a world where people keep on judging me for who I am. As harsh and crazy that sounds, I wouldn't hesitate to do it. But then again, I'm a coward. I wish others could understand that. It's just really hard being myself.

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What's wrong? Who's harassing you? *cocks cupcakes gun*

I am sorry to hear that you are having a hard time, my friend. If you need someone to talk to, feel free to send me a message any time. I will help you in any way that I can. For now take these big hugs. Many hugs and snuggles to you.

Man, fuck them, dude. They don't mean shit. They're the worthless, pathetic, desperate losers, not you. You're anything but pathetic. If people have the time to criticize and harass you for being different, then they have no life. The one thing about being a human is that everyone is unique. Just think of a town filled with the same type of person, same personality within everyone, same clothes, same life styles. Its all so boring, whereas you, you're in another zone! Like a zone within another zone that's within another zone! A zone filled with unique traits. Just remember this, there are two worlds that exist in the same universe that overlap each other. One world is filled with negativity and bad things, whereas the other world is filled with positivity and hope. That's the world that you are in. You're in the world of positivity, hope, possibilities, endless adventures, and most importantly, unique traits. In fact, I'll be lying if I said you weren't my idol because the sole truth is, you are! You have more potential than me or anyone else I know! I idolize you for your bravery and strength! You're filled in a world of negativity and bullshit, yet you always get up from your ass and shrug it off! You're in a world filled with negativity, but at the same time, you're in the positive world, spreading positivity among others, including myself. I may not show it, but deep down, I truly care for you! Your positivity motivates me and keeps me from giving up on my half ass stories! Your positivity makes me wake up in the morning! Your positivity is endless! Your positivity is quite large, you might even say... ASTRONOMICAL!!!

Well, those people who criticize you are completely dead wrong. How about you remember your strenghts and your accomplishments? What are you good at?

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My sisters (as usual) and others I won't mention. But I'm doing a lot better actually! All thanks to this video I came across awhile back :rainbowkiss:

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Believe me, if I had a nickel for every little complaint I receive from other people, I would break everything I hold dearly. Overall I'm doing a lot better. I just needed some time to myself.

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:fluttercry: .....I don't know what to say.
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That may be true but sometimes whenever someone comes at me and starts to lash at me for being weird or dumb, there either honest or harsh. But I don't always let it get to me. Hmm, I'm basically good at writing, singing, drawing (barely), video games and anything that is related to ponies or anime :D

4698144 Don’t say anything, I might be an asshole on here, mostly because people are assholes towards me. But deep down, I’m a real, big softie! Ɛ) In fact, just laugh at these videos:

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I like Cow Chop a lot...

4698144 I think you are an awesome person, if it counts. :)

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