I'm Sorry · 4:24am Sep 28th, 2017
That's how I want to start this post. By apologizing for not updating. I wish I could say that my life and responsibilites have kept me away from my stories, and while that is a part of it, it isn't the only thing. I could find a way to get some writing done if it was just that but in the end, my problem is that my creativity is at an all time low. I haven't felt the urge to write in a long time and that makes me extremely sad. My dream is to become a writer, to let everyone explore and daydream about the worlds I create and have them craving more, but my juices just arn't flowing. I'm not going to lie, when I work at my job and see all these books written by the same author, I get so upset that they were able to make so many books and it's taking me years just to finish one. I want my juices back because every time I try to write my fan-fictions or work on my book, I end up writing trash or staring at a white screen. I just recently bought a book full of writing prompts and I want to write a prompt at least once a day in the hopes that constantly writing, even complete trash, will get my creativity back. I wanted to ensure you all that I haven't given up. I don't want to. It's my dream to get people excited about my work and I still get excited about my fan-fics and book, but it's getting painful every day that I don't work on it that the thought of not becoming a writer and not having my creativity despite that dream physically hurts. I'm also writing this so that maybe I can get some tips from you guys, and maybe some of you can speak up and tell me your writer's (of any kind of creative outlet) block and how you got over it, or how you are still dealing with it. Thank you all for listening and I hope you don't give up on not getting a next chapter because there will be one. I swear it.