Where I've been and my depression. · 3:47am Jun 5th, 2017
You know I've spent so long staring at this blank page, I mean I don't want to make people think I'm doing this for attention or well people don't really care honestly.
But I have been gone because of work mostly third shift is hard to work around, but my depression kicked in.
Now I say "kicked in" as my depression works in waves. I would be fine one moment and then suddenly I would get depressed for a while until I brake out of the depression and I get back to "normal".
I feel like I can't do anything while I'm like this, I can't do the things I love or want, need to do as you constantly tell yourself you can't do it. You're not good enough, you're good looking enough, you can't write that right, why are you even trying?
Constantly and consistently.
Now I have this philosophy, If you feel if you can't help yourself then help others. I view my depression sort of like Darkest Dungeon - as I am no good at explaining anything.
If you did not have the pleasure of playing Darkest Dungeon (nether have I) there is a sanity mechanic though battle you have the chance to lose sanity if you reach zero your sanity will be tested.
You can ether take your situation and turn it negative or you can rise above the best you can and come out better for it. You can help others or you can drag them down with you.
I may be depressed right now, but I wonder if The Crystal King is okay. he (she? It?) lost his dog not too long ago and losing a doggo is terrible.
Wonder if IsASillyLittleGame is okay have not seen him in a long time, he has been depressed for some time.
Wonder how is everyone is doing good and hope life is going on just fine.
You can take life and wallow in your despair, or you an turn that despair into a reason to help others.
Funny, when you mentioned Darkest Dungeon my first thought was not that game but instead was Chick Tracts about how D&D being satanic. That was one very disturbed man.
Oh and as for IsASillyLittleGame he is making a break from FiMFiction so to contact him you could check his connection details.
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A fun oversight as always Cinder Vel, also thank you about telling me about Silly.
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Always happy to be of service when I can.
I hope things get better
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They always do, it’s when I get bad again is what I worry about sometimes.
The trick is to turn it positive.
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Is it easy to d that?
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No its never easy, but it does eventually subside.
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Time makes scars out of wounds at the very least