The Lords Last Blog · 2:24am Oct 4th, 2012
For now at least. Im resigning from writing. Just.....i keep trying to produce something new. Everything seems to be falling apart. My novel....my precious novel...its all crap. My fanfiction is failing. Even my songs and raps. Everything is just....i am unworthy. Look, im not wallowing in self hate (ok theres a bit of wallowing) but i just cant keep you people waiting. I know ive tried to keep you all around, saying im working (and i have been) but its clearly not enough. nothing is good enough at this point. i have no idea on how to get better. all of the authors i talk with have nothing more to say. just.........goodbye folks. i dont even know how to make it any better.
But hey, ill be around. deviantart, facebook, youtube....i should still be around. And maybe...maybe if i can ever find my groove again, ill send it up. might be a few weeks, might be a few months. i know i cant give you anything less than the best, and clearly im not capable of that right now.
so uh, maybe this wont be my last blog, but itl be a long while. thank you for keeping by me this whole time. im sorry for failing you folks. you know i really care about you all, and consider many of you to be my brothers and sisters. ill miss you guys (this is taking me a half hour to write)...just...goodbye folks, for now.
