Stressed... · 9:31pm Mar 29th, 2017

I don't know why but there's this weight of stress on my back from lack of school. I've been trying to get back to school and I'm still mad at my mom for getting me kicked out. I also feel like I did something wrong but I don't know how or what or if I can even fix it. There's this feeling of abandonment inside me and it doesn't make sense to me. I just don't understand.... I really don't....

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spike the lone wanderer

spike the lone wanderer #1 · Mar 29th, 2017 · 1 · ·

Don't worry,i understand your situation,You feel alone,sad And You say to youself why me,i know that feeling.i'm gonna tell a story,my story.The school end And i don't know what to do later,my dad say to me And what about cook,i say yeah why not,so i find a restaurant who accept me like an apprentice,i was Happy but also stressed because it was my first work.the first day was Nice but i was stressed as fuck And i litteraly speak to nobody exept my boss,the others looked at me like i was a trashcan.the futures days was cool but one days make me feel like i was a shit,my boss didn't work that days so i was with the others Cook And it' sur was awful,they all Made fun of me And at the end of the day i cried And i wanted to stop everything.After that,i go to the CFA ( school apprentice) And for me,it's was a social end,i try to speak to the others And i say,so You watch any good movie recently,They all made fun of me,after that,i was bore so i write so question on my book,the first one was,who Jack the ripper,one of the Guy see that and he tell the others,They all think i was a weirdo.The days pass and one week,i work all the days except sunday but my day off was monday so my dad tell me to ask my boss about the day off,Biggest mistake ever,my boss And his wife gone mad And They litteraly throw shit at me then They fired me.i Walk alone for a Time And ,a sentence keep reperting in my head,It's all your fault dad,my because Made me fired.I was angry against him but then i realize that i was not good enough for this And They wanted a apprentice with expérience.i was sad,alone And i had this feeling of abandonment inside me.i forgive my father for his action because he wanted the best for me. Forgive And Forget,this is the leçon of Life.
(after that i find a new jobs but my boss was a dick so i quit)

I hope my story make You feel better because i hate to see sad girl.

Your éternel servant Spike the lone wanderer.

TheHeartsSisters

TheHeartsSisters #2 · Mar 29th, 2017 · · ·

4476534 Well it didn't make me feel too happy but it does seem like we've both been through some shit. I'm glad you forgave your dad and I'm glad you stayed strong through all that. If you don't have a job now, I hope you get one soon and I hope its a keeper for many months and years to come.