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Red The Mel


And now I feel overwhelmed, in a home made for someone else... now I feel overwhelmed come with fear, for someone else's tears.

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Mar
26th
2017

My Statement · 7:33pm Mar 26th, 2017

I know I'm not on a lot of people's good side at the moment. I know I've messed up.. a lot. I know that I'm not the best person in the world or as talented as I like to think I am. I also know that my life will move on. No matter how many people tell me I'm nothing, no matter how many people try to ruin my image or to see a problem and blow it out of porportion. Honestly... I don't think I like the idea of being such a vulnerable target to so many people. I've tried everything I could ever think of to get it to all stop and it just keeps coming back. I've blocked numerous people throughout my holiday so if you were block, you should know why.
I'd also like to make it a point to clarify something with the "Jesse and Red" incident. I was in a terrible wrong with my wording. As you all know there is a part of my messages where I tell him to "jump off a train", that was taken out of context, whether on purpose or not I don't really care. When I said that, it wasn't meant to be taken as me telling him to kill himself. The train was the idea of the story and for him to jump off of it was for him just to get out of it. I worded it terribly and I'm very sorry.
I'd also like to point out that, if you can't tell, I don't take harassment or any sort of attacking with a light heart. Yes I was accused of bullying but honestly I'm not the only one in the wrong. I'm not going to call anyone out by gender or anything, I'm just going to do this as a whole since there is multiple people. People these past few weeks have done things not so gentle. Like I got way too pissed off for that situation, others treated me like I was a piece of gum under their shoe. I got overwhelming support but even then, some of those whom supoorted me was guilty of things just as worse as the overwhelming accusations towards me. So I would like to put this out there that if you've done something wrong, don't lie to me. I know and I tell people I trust.
Anyways, if you're one of the people I mentioned in this blog please do not take it personally or make a huge blog about it, I really just wanted to clear this all up in case I don't see the next day. I have no intentions in causing drama or hurting more people, I just wish to get my full and utter statement out. Thank you for your time, have a wonderful day. Sorry for any grammar mistakes.
Edited Note: I know due to the things I have stated in this blog I can get banned for bullying or any other reason the moderators seem fit. But please don't be that person to go reporting everything I do.
~Red Out~

Comments ( 48 )

its fine i'm not mad do you want a hug

I'm sorry, I wish there was something I could do :ajsleepy:

im not mad at you Red :pinkiesad2: why would i be but il give u a hug :twilightsmile:

*hugs*

I dont hate you :pinkiehappy:

Lord God in Heaven, thank god this is over with. You are a wonderful person and I hope this is a reminder that good behaviour is something you need to be on all the time when conversing either with me or with everyone else. I was gravelly hurt by the harsh but feel I took it in an ignorant and disrespectful turn.

4472766 you aren't my parent Jess:derpytongue2::rainbowlaugh::heart:

4472773 I know I am not your parent. But seriously . . . this is a lesson in being careful with your attitude toward others. I feel that you should be a bit more open in terms of the ideas of others.

4472777 *breathes in* look, don't dictate me and we'll be fine, okay? I know my lessons, I'm smarter than you think

4472786 I'm not dictating you, I'm just giving out some warm, non-threatening, helpful advice. I'm glad said advice has already gotten into your head.

4472797 Now that isn't a nice comment for you to make.

4472803 All right then.

Enough of my yappin'. Whaddya say? Let's boogie!

- Marti DiBergi

Oh look, it's a drama. :trollestia:

I just don't sweat stuff like that. It's all temporary, not worth investing time and effort into, if it's just stress. Practice just not caring, that's my suggestion. :raritywink:

I'm still quite surprised that you had the balls to say that, even today. You're lucky though that Jesse didn't go kill himself from that message cuz if he did, police will go after you, a lot of people will hate you, Fallout might break up with you, etc. But like I said, your lucky but really, just stop up bringing up drama. When you did something wrong, don't wine or cry or beg for mommy or something when your mouth gets you into trouble.
Besdies...
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4472951

You're lucky though that Jesse didn't go kill himself from that message

I think anyone that is going to kill themselves over a FIMFiction conversation has much more deep-seated issues than someone saying something mean to them.

4472961
I don't think you're doing Red any favors by lashing out at people in her blog comments, man. Let Red defend herself if she deems it necessary. She's a big girl, she can fight her own battles. :pinkiesmile:

4473005
Flaws are not a permanent thing. You can work on things that you consider problems, but identifying them as problems is the first step. You have to let Red stand on her own two feet. You're her boyfriend, not her dad. :raritywink:

4473016
Now you're just being creepy. :unsuresweetie:

4472951 do you enjoy making people cry? I'm just asking a blunt question. Cause you seem to enjoy making me feel like an god awful person and seeing me cry to the point where I can't breathe.
For someone who calls me their best friend, you sure treat me like shit.

Comment posted by Rose the Changeling deleted Mar 27th, 2017

4472951 If anyone killed themselves over a FiMFiction argument then they probably should just take the easy way out. Just saying.

4473071 Okay, I'm outta here before things get ugly. Plus, did I really made you cry? :applejackconfused:

4473550 you did, you made me cry a lot. And I don't know how you didn't know I had a chance to by putting things like

Jesse would've killed himself

People will hate you

Fallout may breakup with you

Don't wine or cry or beg for mommy when your mouth gets you in trouble

Don't even get me started on your original message that I have saved.
I was clearing my shit because of people like you going and making me look like the worst person in existence. I was getting my thoughts out there, apologizing, and explaining some things that got mistranslated through the whole thing. The only time I begged about something was that no one take any of it personally and just accept my apologies and my statement and move on.

4473554
I'm mostly out of this conversation at this point, but would like to add something.

Don't even get me started on your original message that I have saved.

That's reeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaally passive-aggressive. I definitely perceive it as a veiled threat toward a supposed friend. Definitely not a basis for a healthy friendship. You don't keep blackmail on your friends. :eeyup:

4473629 I'm not blackmailing, I just stating that his original message wasn't any better. I have it saved and uploaded because I've already reported him on it.

4473554

you did, you made me cry a lot.

Well... I feel horrible knowing that I'm the reason that you feel this way. I'm sorry, I really am.

Don't even get me started on your original message that I saved.

Is there any other way besides blackmail?

4473655 it's not blackmail I swear

4473656 You actually reported me for saying that... but I'm not banned and I checked the moderators time of when they were online and they were after I posted that comment.

4473648

I have it saved and uploaded because I've already reported him on it.

You're certainly not helping your case. :rainbowlaugh: I'm not trying to word police you here, just telling you what it sounds like. I don't have you staked as the type to hold on to blackmail, it just sounded like a threat in that context. Giving you a chance to clarify and make sure it's understood what's going on.

4473659 yeah. You've done a lot of thing worth reporting, towards me anyways. I don't want to get into an argument so have a good day

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4472951
Y'all need to learn to read and comprehend before making comments like that, lol

If you're one of the people I mentioned in this blog please do not take it personally or make a huge blog about it, I really just wanted to clear this all up ... I have no intentions in causing drama or hurting more people, I just wish to get my full and utter statement out.

That was in the last paragraph

i hope this, a quite reflective account of the situation, will help you to avoid starting more drama, which you obviously were not trying to do. You are in the middle of repairing the great reputation you had in the past. Now is not the time for you to ruin it again.

4577643
This is old.. why bring it up

4584412
I dunno. If you didn't want me to bring it up, I probably wouldn't have!

4584464
Maybe you can just not reply to old blogs? Solve half of the problem?

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