Good and bad · 12:53am Feb 10th, 2017
The good: I got a new phone today because my old one broke. It's pretty darn good. Also I had no school today and I took a two hour long bath. It made me break out in a rash (I'm allergic) but it was so worth it.
The bad: I lost someone close to me today and my body really hates me. Every time I blink the world lurches around me and if I'm standing up I fall over.
Of course, I'm not standing up very much, because my leg is currently bandaged up heavily and I can't walk. I got an infection in my knee somehow and it's all red and bruised and oozing nasty, thick ye—
I should probably spare you the gory details. 
Anyway. I've not been very productive lately. Haven't been in over a year, honestly. Dumb thing after dumb thing keeps crushing me and I am just so, so tired all of the time. I probably need to see a doctor and get bloodwork done because something is really off with me. My immune system is not doing its job. But... Euh. Money. Plus my parents usually don't let me.
But yeah. I'll live. Probably. If I drop dead I'll probably regret not getting to know all of you better, so how is everyone?
You're allergic to baths?
Well I'm doing ok just working on my first story here but I hope you are doing better.
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It's more the warm water.
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That's weird.
I remember when I was younger I'd break out in a rash resulting from warm showers. Not anymore. I'm sure it'll go away in a few years.
4416083 glad someone had advice, only problem I've ever had with 'warm' showers is when I set the temp a little too high and burn myself.
That sucks.
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What am I supposed to say to this?
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Yeah I hope so
I am sorry to hear that you lost someone close to you. And I hope that your injuries get better soon. I will be sending lots of positive thoughts and vibes your way.
How much do doctor visits cost?
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I don't know but it's probably a lot.
The new phone and warm bath sound nice!
The bloody knee and dizzy spells do not
I hope that gets better soon.
i remember when i used to get dizzy spells. no fucking clue as to why i got them, but i just stopped getting them eventually.
4416145 I hope you get better. I knew the leg injuries while walking to school was terrible but I had no idea it would turn out like this.