My Weekend

It was pretty good. It started out with a three hour play practice, but it was over before I knew it. That night, I went to the homecoming dance. High. Well, I was only high for dinner and I sobered up in time for the dance. I only hit it four times and got baked. I had a blast and danced the entire time. It was really great. The next day was dance and my youth group's Super Bowl party. I started feeling sick around dance, probably because the food at that restaurant sucked. Right when I got home, I took more than four hits in that joint, then showered. I felt like I couldn't go to the thing sober because I'd end up crying the entire time. I only cried when I started to feel really sick.
It's really interesting what music I can come up with while high. It just comes to me without any effort. I should write it down sometime because I usually forget the melody once a new one comes along or I sober up. Now I vow not to smoke until after summer camp (if I get the job). I need to detox my body after hitting that potent loud.
Anyway, back to the party. I was so high that the colors were as vibrant as The Umbrellas of Cherbourg. Also I didn't cringe at this one girl's singing like I normally did. My ex was at the party. We're still friends and things aren't awkward. He was there for me until that one youth group mom who hates us talked to us. He put his hand on my forehead and it felt icy cold. When I asked him to sit next to me, he actually did it. It was when he put his arm around me and I was half awake when that one mom came in to bitch at us. I was half awake while she lectured us when suddenly I started crying. At this point, I felt both physically and emotionally shitty. Then the other moms saw me crying so I sat in this room and she was asking me what was wrong. Eventually, I called my mom to pick me up and my favorite youth group mom whispered a prayer in my ear after I told her what was up. I trust this mom more than the other ones and I really hope she doesn't tell the bitchy mom about this shit. It's kind of embarrassing.
Anyway, I hope y'all are well. Happy Monday!