hey there · 6:38am Jan 27th, 2017
this is just an update for anyone who might still remember or care about me, i am the asshole formerly known as Razzle Dazzle. i have been trying to grow as a person and become less of an asshole. jesus was i venomous. i still might be, but i've been better about things lately. avoiding internet arguments and the places that spawn them helps (like any sort of comments section whatsoever).
at the beginning of 2016 i had a major depressive and post-traumatic breakdown, dropped out of college, and started panicking and dissociating regularly (or started to recognize that things that regularly happened to me were pretty much dissociation). i sought help and on top of the depression and gender dysphoria i have adhd and probably some amount of the dreaded autismu, or strong social anxiety and some other very autistic-looking features. so that's kind of an explanation for a lot of things that have been bothering me in my life that have gone largely unnamed.
i've been on hrt roughly nine months now and i moved out of my parents' house about five months ago to live in the sf bay area with my sibling. i'm trying to learn how to live independently, or at least mutually beneficially with a breadwinner.
if any of my old friends-slash-acquaintances i so abruptly abandoned cares to catch up, these comments or discord is fine. i mostly avoid this site now (i don't like pony or being on this site now for a variety of reasons), but i'll keep tabs here for a few days.
Getting your anxiety treated turns you into a heretic? See if I get treated!
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the anxiety has not been treated yet, unfortunately. the variety of reasons consequently do not include having had my anxiety treated.
4399260 So you're just a heretic for other reasons? Huh.
I always wondered where you had gone.
I hope your endeavors go well!