It's been a long time. · 10:31pm Jan 26th, 2017
Hello, everyone. Yes, I still exist, as much as I'd rather not. I'm still trying to write, so I guess I've got that going for me.
As you may well know, I've got severe depression, and anxiety, and I'm not on any kind of medications to help with that. Well to be honest, it's been getting bad enough where I've actually considered medical treatment for it. In addition to all of this, this whole Trump bullshit is actually really affecting me and I'm not so sure how much longer I can weather this. It's been six days and I already can't handle any of this. Four years is a fucking tall order.
A friend of mine compared me to fucking Hitler today, so there's also that.
As far as writing progress goes, I'm at 2500 words of my usual 4k minimum per chapter for Light of Harmony's next update, which is 1500 more than I had three days ago. Woo...?
I don't fucking know anymore. I'm so fucking tired of all the shit going on. I'm tired of constantly being afraid of waking up and reading that I'm not going to have a future because of some bullshit Trump signed into law. I'm tired of seeing nothing but hate on my social media. I'm tired of anything to do with literal actual Nazis being anywhere near relevant to my daily life. I'm so tired of being tired.
Just fucking end it already.
</3 DarqFox
Oh god man, I'm sorry. Know that we care, and I hope you feel better!
I was just going to make a smartflank comment . You are not alone remember that. Don't let the haters get you down. The world is not going to end. Buck it if it does. Then we(bronies and pegasister ) can rebuild it and make it better.