I'm True to Myself #4 (What do I write for) · 12:29am Nov 14th, 2016
Was recently, though many times in the past have been innocently asked this question:
If you hate friendship so much, why do you focus on shows like MLP, or Digimon and Teen Titans? Those shows have friendship as a part of their overall dynamic? Hell Davis even has the Digi-Egg of Friendship!
My answer is very simple...
If you hate friendship so much, why do you focus on shows like MLP, or Digimon and Teen Titans?
Answer: For the Shippings and character-bashing.
I want Davis to Be with Kari, and I want Beast boy to be with Terra. I have many shippings that I wanted to happen (Sadly none of which did and always ended up crashing or was unfulfilled) Which pisses me off enough, but sometimes guys like Davis and BB work very hard and do so many wonderful and nice things, and they COULD be the ideal match for the girls, yet the girls don't care and prefer to tease them and treat them like toys, or just plain stop caring about them and want to forget them. (Even their friends and allies tend to act like that)
That, I CRINGE at! I got so insanely pissed off, that I wished to see other plots, alternate endings, and many ideals poured into the story to make it work. But the bottomline, I was so pissed off... I couldn't sleep well. To angry, can't turn my brain off.
I don't care too much about the adventures, the other odds and ends that the series are about... it's all about THE SHIPPINGS, and if they fail... the ENTIRE cartoon is a BUST to me! (One rotten apple spoils the bushel)
So, I make up fics with a PROTOCOL to follow.
If the guy I ship with the girl doesn't get the girl, (And doesn't get together with her ever) then the following protocol goes into effect.
The guy will...
-Live a miserable life, not be allowed to have romance in his world, his friends will turn against him and ostracize him.
-(Following the previous)Become the main antagonist of the fic, which is usually done by the guy being cursed or taken over by a spirit or object (It is not their own accord)
-If the guy doesn't become evil, he will runaway. Abandon his "No-Longer" friends, or simply leave because he cannot bear to be so close to the girl and be unable to have her (It hurts too much and it isn't fair to do that to him) Or finally, become an anti-hero (He can still be a hero but have lost a great deal of morality and empathy)
-Finally, if the guy still does not end up with the girl (Or if it is such a fic made to punish the other friends and the girl) the guy is to be killed. that's mandatory! Even if the guy is willing to move on with his life... he STILL dies. No if's ands or BUTS
To put it bluntly... In my world of shipping, "Failure Cannot be tolerated" The guy either Ends Up with the girl or he Ends up with Nothing/Dead. Think of it as PUNISHMENT for FAILING.
I know, it sounds like me throwing a big hissy-fit over not getting what I want... and in a way... it is, I admit it, but since I refuse to let it go (As it happened one too many times, and I passed the breaking-point long ago) I never... ever... get anything of what I want to really see out of anything I watch, play, or read. (Even those that come CLOSE do just that... not on the mark)
And no... it's not "you can't always get what you want" (I'm aware of that old saying) But what I said was... I NEVER (Not sometimes) NEVER get what I want, and that can be pretty frustrating after a long time of being denied things. and THAT is what inspires me to make all this… the HATE… The ANGER… THE OUTRAGE... The lust for revenge…!
This is my way of Cooling off... easing my mind... stress control, and FINALLY getting to see WHAT I PREFER out of these characters. (I don't want to make up OCs and NEW stories... I want THESE EXISTING CHARACTERS... to do THIS EXACT STUFF)
I don't make these fics solely for entertainment (That's the least percentage) I make and post them to let off steam, and maybe find other people who MIGHT like them (There aren't many, but it's better than none)
I use the fics, the vids, even music itself as... WEAPONS. Think of it aa war of revenge... (a war of nerves)... against Entertainment and things I don't like.
(Skip to 3:10 and picture it like that) (Stop at 4:35)
Or even like this...
(Skip to 1:02)
But pretty much that's what I care about for most fics: The Shippings or Bashing Charcters I don't like (The same way EVERYONE acts, even you. Other people we're doing this long before I was writing)
Heck when I watch Powers Rangers, all I care about are the battles and the Megazords and the explosions...
the subplots, the characters and their development mean next to nothing to me.
THIS blog will explain more... https://www.fimfiction.net/blog/622385/my-style-and-reason-for-writing-and-dealing-with-people
But before you judge me very harshly... NOTE:
-I'm just cooling off (Steam blowing and stress control) It really helps me sleep better whereas other things have been TRIED and FAILED (even Sleep pills hardly work)
-I'm not really hurting anyone and I'm not poisoning the planet (It's not a tragedy)
-(don't write fics anymore and stop posting them) You can't possibly expect me to just sit around do nothing and let the anger hurt me? the fics are all I've got.
-Moving on isn't really an option. Where would I go? What would I do? I have a complete and total disinterest with more than 90% of the outside world (All those things out there do not THRILL ME... hardly CONCERN ME... I can't do much about it anyway... and even if I could it will make NO DIFFERENCE)
...No, moving on is the wrongest thing to do.
...but that's pretty much 90% of why I write. It may seem crazy, but then again this is reality and reality has been dubbed "A Crazy/Stupid/Broken World"
...I gotta stay true to myself, and protocols for the shipping stay
I get it not everything goes where someone would want it go. It is a part of life tho who knows what could happen if things go all in ones way.also there could be a chance Davis could end up with Kari with digimon tri since it seems to take a different route if only they just tell us what happen to him and the others*I am peeved they don't tell us what happened after five of the six parts done
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The 2nd Generation DD aren't part of Tri
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Actually they are they were seen defeated by an unknown digimon(alphamon)as silhouettes in first minutes of the movie and someone was using ken's D3