Way To Go You Autistic Dumb Dumb You Fucked Everything Up Again Blog Post

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Yea so i signed up for my College Courses for Spring and due to my Autism once again kicking in to fuck up my life, i ended up taking even more 3D Animation course i have no interest in (One of them from 6 in the afternoon to 11 at night......) instead of the writing courses i would much rather be taking. True once upon a time i held deep fascination for animation, and really wanted to become a professional Artist or Animator, but after taking a few art course at College already i began to see Art really isn't something i want to do full time, i like sketching things but when it comes to inking, coloring, and doing proportions and all that i could really care less. Plus Animation take WAAAAY to long. I tried changing things up back in October, but of course i was unable to speak my mind and instead of switching my courses to writing ones i just ended up dropping my Drawing 1 course, but sticking to my Design 1 course (which i equally HATE!.)

THEN of course when i went to sign up for my Spring classes i got as far as singing up for one writing course, Screen Writing 101, before my sister came in to help me with singing up for classes commenting that it wasn't part of my major, AND of course being the complete useless Autistic excuse for supposed Intelligent Life that i am, i didn't say anything about wanting to change career path's to writing and simply dropped that class and singed up for a bunch of 3D Animation ones that i am not looking forward to taking one bit........

..................Anyway enough ranting. Got a Twilight story in the works, currently still working on the first draft.