Down · 2:45pm Sep 28th, 2016
Sighhhhhh.
I don't even know how to accurately describe my feelings right now.
Well, long story short, I got into a car accident yesterday. it was a mere fender bender, basically, but it fucked up my just-recently-repaired car. And my insurance company isn't covering the damages to my car.
It's...really not even that big of a deal. I'll probably find a way to pay for it, it's just this little incident has been the icing on the shit-cake of a series of things that has just put me in the worst of moods.
Let me make something clear, I like being positive. I like to expect the best out of things, because that keeps me happy, and keeps me from falling into a ditch inside of which, rather than try and climb out, I curl up and do nothing but hate myself.
I'm very close to that point.
I really need to take a look at what would make me happy and take steps to achieve that, I guess.
I don't know.
There's a lot going on right now, and this recent incident is just...one of the worst things that could have happened to me in a mood like this.
I'm not asking for hugs, or likes or what the fuck else, just...keep me in mind, okay? It would make my day a lot better to know that someone else is thinking of me, and that I'm not the sad, lonely bastard that I'm making myself out to be.
Thanks for reading. I hope your day is better than mine.
What always cheers me up when I'm feeling like that is an everything bagel with cream cheese and lox.
And yeah I'll keep you in mind. Right in my left ear.
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Thanks, syeekoh. That's appreciated.
why in your left ear, tho?
Because I like my left ear.
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You're on my mind. Just like Georgia.
Damn, that sucks man. I know what that's like.
You're having a shitty day/week/month, nothing really major, but it just seems like every little thing that could happen to bring your mood down happens. All of a sudden, the universe/god/Murphy/whoever it was that's been shitting on you for a while now decides 'meh, I can do better' and gives you another kick in the balls while you're down.
*sigh* ...Girls, think you can handle this one?
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I'm always thinking of you when I'm in my shower.
I know how you feel, dude.
And given how much i like your stuff - heck, Wither is in my favorites for a reason - I can't help but hope that the universe decides to give you a bit of a break.
Or, if nothing else, that things will seem a little more okay after a hot shower, a loaf of banana bread and a folder full of flutterbetes.
Godspeed.
All my best feelings to you, man.
If I could make my worst enemy switch places with you, I would.
You know I'm here.
Sorry I haven't said anything sooner, but I only check these blog posts about once a week. I can fully understand something that's just the cap off to a shitty time. My recommendation? Do something new. Watch a show you've been meaning to get into but haven't gotten to, go walk somewhere you don't usually go, hell go eat something you don't usually eat. New things provide stimulation, and stimulation fights off depression. Not the medical condition, the feeling of being depressed.
If I may make a recommendation, try looking up a series on youtube called "If the Emperor had a text-to-speech device." It's a series based on the Warhammer 40k universe, and as someone who knows nothing about that series and still is able to enjoy it and understand it I can safely say it is one of those series that is still friendly to people who aren't die hard fans of the source material. Hell, I even made a gif off of one of my favorite moments.
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Anyway, I hope if nothing else you feel better soon.
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I'll check it out, thanks so much for the support.