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Dead, but also undead. It's complicated.

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  • 46 weeks
    Long time no see, eh?

    So, once again university has gotten the best of me. Also my own brain, because I would remember about Advice Pinks and then forget again. I did have an editor working with me, but I didn't hear back from them for a long while, and I was hesitant at first to just post what I had, since all the other chapters were looked over before publishing. But, it has been way too long, and I decided

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    3 comments · 91 views
  • 108 weeks
    Feels bad, man: MLP's Series Finale

    I just finished season nine and i am fucking sobbing, that finale song got me good.......:raritycry: it hurts, it does, i'm a fucking mess

    GOD

    FUCK

    okay i'm going to go retwatch the song for the third time and sobb again k bai

    edit: dudes like i've invested so many years of my life into this?? and it's over?? fluttershy is adorable?? ican't type??? i'm gonna faitn??????????

    3 comments · 118 views
  • 111 weeks
    I can't believe it's over

    So, I'm wayy behind on season 9, but it doesn't seem real that it's over. I'm probably going to cry when I watch the final episodes lol. The show and this community were a huge part of what kept me afloat my first two years, and while I may not be on that often (or hardly ever), I can't be grateful enough for everything and everyone

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    1 comments · 110 views
  • 119 weeks
    Passwords no longer work for stories?

    Unless knighty's changed it since I was super active last, I thought passwords to access unpublished stories were for everyone, not anyone who is logged in. I tried to share an old story with some friends, and they keep getting 404 errors on a story I put a password on. Has this always been the case, or has knighty rendered it defunct in general?

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  • 146 weeks
    Thinking about my stories

    I just realized I don't have a "real" multi chapter story written and completed (like, ever). The two stories I have as multiple chapters that are done both were planned to be all one chapter (and epilogues don't count in this case). The Hero Factory one suffered from poor planning and no idea how it was going to be cohesive and work. I've had a couple ideas in the works for years, but

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Sep
21st
2016

i'm not sure what i just wrote. · 2:00am Sep 21st, 2016

I don’t know what I’m smelling anymore.
I smell wood. There is no wood. Just air. It makes me sick.
I wish there was wood. Then I wouldn’t feel so lonely.

I smell leaves.
They’re new. Except they’re not. They’re dead. They’ve been dead. They crunch under my feet as I walk.
Crunch crunch. Like chips.
I wish i had chips.

Walking is dumb. Flying is better.
I try and fly. I scrape my knee. It hurts. I watch the blood run down my leg.
I don’t feel it. It’s just there.

I hear voices.
They whisper behind me. They want me to come back. To safety. Whatever that is.
I laugh at them. Silly voices. I haven’t come from anywhere. I’m going nowhere.

There’s a deer.
I’ve never seen a deer. I was told to stay away from them.
It tilts its head at me. I tilt mine back. All the way ‘til my ear touches my shoulder.
The deer runs. I don’t think it liked that.

I’m running. So much better than walking.
I’m running after the deer. It’s so pretty. So wonderful. I want it so badly.
I’ve never had deer.

I’m covered in blood.
It’s not mine. Not all of it. I can tell. It doesn’t taste like mine.
The deer’s here. It’s also not here. It’s confusing.
It stares at me. Why are its eyes so glazed? Doesn’t it know it’s to be my pet?
I bite into something. It’s a little tough. It’s red. Just like blood. Isn’t that funny?
I laugh with my deer. I think I see its mouth move. Just a little.
This is good food.

I have to leave my dear deer behind. He wouldn’t want to move.
That’s sad. I wanted him to come with me.
But I understand. He'd be missing part of himself.

The forest looks inviting today.


i was feeling a little insane.

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