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Bad Dragon


I write so that one day I may finally stop writing and be free, but these damn new ideas keep finding ways into my brain. I need to write more to vent them out!

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Sep
11th
2016

I was just informed that my dear friend died · 6:00am Sep 11th, 2016

We only exchanged 17k words via PMs in the past month since we first met online, but we’ve grown very close in that time. We told each other secrets that we’ve never told anyone else before. If there are soulmates out there, she surely was mine.

Life had never been easy for her since the start. When she was 10 years old, her father just left her to fend for herself in the country in the middle of nowhere. She had to survive on mushrooms for 2 weeks. And that wasn’t even the worst experience in her life.

She was diagnosed with cancer soon after we began talking. Doctors gave her 30% chance of survival.

Despite all the hardships, she stayed positive, always ready to contribute. Even in the midst of chemotherapy when she was throwing up 20 times a day, she stayed a cheerful person that she was.

The hope within her never died. She even talked about visiting me when she’d get better, despite us being countries apart.

I was informed that she passed away in her sleep due to pulmonary embolism by the staff of the hospital she was stationed at. They had been instructed by her to contact me if anything were to happen to her. She had them tell me to think of her whenever I eat apples (an inside joke reference).

There is no particular reason for this blog. I just wanted to honor her in some way.

RIP, My dear friend. You will be missed.

Comments ( 29 )

(Hugs tightly)

Who was she?

4204444 Thank you.

She was a fellow user on another site. One of the most prolific readers I've ever seen. We met when she commented on one of my stories. She said that I should be a professional writer and that whenever she gets too disappointed by other stories that are posted, she rereads one of my stories to keep her hopes up.

4204449
Like FallenWinterWolf to me...

I lost someone like her a year ago. She was a user on this site. Brain cancer. The last thing she told me in a PM? I gave Fallen a reason to live.

4204453 In my last PM that she read, I told her that she makes it really easy for me to be her friend. Her response was:

I'm not sure how easy I make it to be my friend, but I'm pleased beyond measure that you feel that way.

Let us hope that she can rest in peace.

4204464
(Hugs for as long as you need)

4204466 I'm sure she will. Despite all the injustices that happened to her, she was already content with it all during her life. She had found her peace even before she died.

4204470 If you ever need to talk I am here and I am sure there are others as well
.

Wow. She sounds like extraordinary person. I hope to meet someone like that some day. But I came my condolences and prayers to her. If you need to talk you always got me. Stalkers and Dragons to the end.^^

Sorry for your loss

Aww. Sorry for your loss. :fluttercry: *hugs*

:applecry:. I'm so sorry. *Hugs*

I'm sorry for you're loss.

Hey man sorry to hear that.

My condolences. :fluttershysad:

My condolences.:fluttershysad:
May she rest in peace...

4205266 She was one of the most amazing people I've ever met.

Unfortunately, I don't subscribe to your flowers and sunshine view of the world and beyond. I don't look at the world through rainbow glasses. It makes her death even more profound in my eyes which in turn makes me value the moments I shared with her even more.

Though I don't share your hopes, I do appreciate your good intentions. Thank you.

I am sorry.

I'm so sorry for you! if you need anyone to talk to, then just pm me. I'm here for you!

4205430 4205448 Thank you.

4205543 I hope I gave her at least a fraction of the joy she gave me.

She was a bit hesitant in telling me her condition at first because she was afraid I'd leave her. I wouldn't even dream of doing something like that.

That's sad I wish the best

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