General News Post: How I'm Doing

Well yes seems like I am not coming back here. Sure I am still getting used to the fanfiction.net interface, I have two chapters of my new Steven Universe story "Home Away From Homeworld" online and so far while there's not a lick of reviews I have gained like six people watching that story.

I haven't added any of the stories I made here yet- mostly cause it takes a while to do so and its just daunting. But yeah will be going back to school in about ten days and so far I feel better about myself now.

You know less I want to die feels and more hey I don't feel out of place on a site and I can actually write decently so it wont be that bad.

Also people write ridiculously short chapters and publish them so I don't have to worry about sticking with a defined and definite 'I need two thousand words or so to feel happy with myself" kind of vibe.

And while I love here in theory, it felt a bit much trying to fit characters or crossovers into a MLP vibe.

I kept saying that I'd see if fimfic would become a general fiction site but about a year has passed and a good four to six months since the last big site update and I gave up.

You dont know how depressed I was. Heck this whole summer I was really out of sorts which is definitely code for something.

But yeah I feel way better about myself and hey if I can write some Lapidot story while messing with the entirety of Steven Universe- prbably making it even more depressing and adult cause I've had some practice here its nice.

Maybe I'll finally get around to starting that Evangelion Sailor Moon story. Either way I don't feel like I'm lying to myself about liking the show or forcing myself to write pony stories just to get/keep fans. Tying your self worth to your success is not something I'd suggest doing.

In other news I made a decent marinade for hot wings I should share it tomorrow cause I'm tired now.

TTFN