• Member Since 6th May, 2016
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Spherical Narcissist


I regret nothing.

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  • 357 weeks
    Hooray for relapse!

    Just when I thought things were looking up, shit happened and I slit my wrist. Woohoo.

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  • 367 weeks
    In a self loathing cycle

    I've got the most gut wrenching cramps and have been rehearsing for a play nonstop. I have a performance in ten minutes as we speak. Currently, I'm stressing about my online class, WWIII, basically making it out of his year alive and free. It's been almost seven months since I've last driven. I'm extremely lonely and only see my friends once a month. I'm in love with someone I can never see and I

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  • 371 weeks
    Got turned down by three people

    All I wanted was a prom date. My life is already falling apart so can I at least have that? The first guy I asked said he wasn't going to prom. The second was uncertain and he's flaked out on me at the last dance. The third guy I asked seemed open to going, but then we learned there's a youth group party the same day, so yeah. Fuck my life. Pardon me while I go slit my wrist.

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  • 371 weeks
    Hey, guys.

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  • 372 weeks
    (Ass)thetic

    Hey, guys! Today my friends and I hung out and did a bunch of cool shit. We played Cards Against Humanity for the first time over some cheap cookies and pineapple juice. My lil bro joined in on the fun. Then we basically went around town and took cool pics, like this one of yours truly. Hope y'all are having a good day. :pinkiesmile:

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Jul
26th
2016

My Day · 12:17am Jul 26th, 2016

It's been good and bad. I'll try to write more positive things than negative. My period came five days early, but that isn't necessarily a bad thing. I correctly predicted it and not a bloodstain was to be found when I woke up. :pinkiegasp:I went to Goodwill with my mom and got some dresses and a pair of overalls. Then we went to Hobby Lobby for ribbon and lace. I applied for a job there while I was at it. I made the cups for a bralette made of lace. I'm excited to get the rest of the materials so I can finish it. There's also red elastic and lace so maybe I can make one as a Christmas present for my friend (wearing red underwear on New Years Eve brings good luck). I had rice and beans for dinner and it was great!
Now for the negative. I've got to let it out, right? You guys already know about the crazy girl with a crush on me. I don't need to say any more. I'm friends with this guy who wants me to do shitty shit that's shitty and wrong. While I'm trash, I still have a moral compass. :scootangel: Earlier today, I was overwhelmed with drama, loud music, and a messy room. I managed to stay sober. My parents think that I'll turn into an alcoholic or something. The good/bad news is that I found an easy recipe for hooch. The good news is I don't plan to drink it alone as a coping mechanism. I want to try it with my friend! Our parents try wine together, so we can sample hooch! Drink responsibly, ok?

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