End me. Plain and Simple.

Yeah, Screw my life.

I have a camp in two days, I have ANOTHER A WEEK AFTER, and my summer image is being torn apart at the seams.

Lucky motherfucking me.

My summer schedule is basically this-

Wake up,
Eat up,
Power up,
etc.

All this while I'm home alone, considering my dad and mom are super busy, and my sister and big brother all have jobs. So yeah. I'm home all alone, and the only thing I can really do is just game.

Except my Mom and Dad hate every minute I spend gaming and actually using summer for what it is supposed to be for.

For them, I SHOULD be doing practice math tests, doing art, prepping for the PSAT, improving my test-taking skills, and the stuff like that. instead of spending my summer how It is supposed to be spent. A carefree, relaxation period.

And to them?

I spend too much time on my devices, and they refuse to understand the fact that a summer of screens is how It should be, at least for me. And they already despise the fact the Xbox and Wii U are even in the house in the first place (both Christmas Presents) and they should both be unplugged, but they don't, probably because they know it'll cause a goddamn RIOT from my brother and I.

And speaking of my overbearing, over-parenting, over-inflated Not in a body-weight way),, over-athletic jock of a brother (He's a total...well...let's just say ABSOLUTE DICKHEAD doesn't even begin to cover what I think of him sometimes...) he again acted as if I was a criminal in the scared straight program, and he was the cop in charge. (Which I have heard is named properly.) I understand he THINKS he's looking out for me, but in reality? He's just being a total dick to me. And HE WON'T STOP. My mom and dad and I have called god-knows how many interventions to stop his behavior, but he won't quit. He's a goddamn authority addict. And he can't, or won't, quit. And I have nearly had enough. I swear, the next time it happens, I wanna slap him. More than once. At least ten times. Maybe then he'll learn that he's not my boss, but a coworker. (One that works alongside, not above.)

Honestly, I have a bunch of shit on my mind, and I don't wanna mention the fight I got into at dinner with my mom concerning an art camp she signed me up for (WITHOUT ASKING ME, OR SHE DID, I JUST DON'T REMEMBER) and she dropped it a week before I start, and TWO DAYS before I head to a week-long overnight camp. So, yeah. My life right now sucks big time.

And It just keeps getting worse. When I logged on to the PC to get this written, my Mom assumes I'm doing math, and calls me out. I tell her I'm writing this, and her smiles drops faster than Usain Bolt can run. So, yeah. It sucks. And my dad is worse. (I'm starting to get the feeling he's using the negative reinforcement parenting guide). Whenever I speak my mind, he goes ballistic, and often threatens to ground me big time if I don't do what he wants. And often, the threat of that is enough to get me to (reluctantly) do what he wants. I've lost count of the number of times he's called me names for my behavior, all for speaking my mind and about what I feel. And he constantly takes it upon himself to tutor me in the homework side of things when school was in, whether I liked it or not.

Even now, he and mom are trying their best to get me to study for the Pre-SAT, and the dumb book mom got me was like 80% teaching and 20% actual question material. Half of the 20% was shit I didn't even know, let alone dad. Again, I will say it.

My life sucks.

And even though my first older sis (one's at college) is nice to me, everyone else seems to want my hide on the wall. And all this just keeps adding up and up and up and UP!

Yeah, I just needed to get this all off my chest.

Thanks for listening.

Mind giving me some good news in the comments to cheer me up? It might help.

With all due respect...

The Chief.

Comments

[ConfettiColored]

... Oh. Wow. That's, uh, a lot of stuff you're dealing with. I can't really say anything other than that I wish you luck in the future.

[Thunder-Bolt]

Well, if you really want some good news... weeelllll... uuummmm... I bought myself some gum today!!!

[Thunder-Bolt]

4061309 And this is your 30th blog!! Yay!!

[Mkchief34]

Feeling better now. I talked a few things out.

[Mkchief34]

4061280 Thanks.

[Cyber Phazon GotDM]

you have SAT? I think that's not even available here in Florida. god damn, at least you didn't take the SAT 3 times, (failed all, but the last one was 10 points off of passing) and maybe that other test that's also not available now that I cant remember that I took 2 times! (failed that as well.) at least it paid off, I graduated college on June 11th Saturday with Honors Society (4.0) and became certified for Cisco CCENT, CompTIA A+, and CompTIA Network+, only I had to get a 3.1 GPA (pain in the *** due to my deadly Spanish classes) and that college credits for doing community service or something like that (did it while working at the football concession my parents were running volunteering) SAT is a waste of money, and I was never put back into summer camps cause when I got bored I did stupid Sh*t, and also due to my anger problems. hell I got a Wii U and Xbox One, as well as PC games on Steam. your parents sould like they want to control you man. I play game as well, now the summer camps now seems like A WASTE OF MONEY TO THE MAX, camps do nothing but make you dumber, then you have the chance of having other 'campers' as I call them, that are a bunch of either of the following, which are Dipsticks, idiot who cant do jack, and maybe a few special needs kids that are on the lower scale. Though, if your lucky enough, you could get that shy girl who you can become friends with and maybe become a thing. (sadly still single) so here's what you do, just like a survival game; SURVIVE AS LONG AS YOU CAN! and if they are l3eaving you there, if they call you (which they don't usually for most parents now a-days) tell them the truth if you hate it or whatever. oh and if its a 'art camp' that might not all you're doing. you could do like music (which I wouldn't mind imo) or something thats not even art related, better bring a charger and your phone. like SANS you "might have a bad time"

[Mkchief34]

4061566 The camp I go to is actually really nice. Even though electronics aren't allowed.

[Cyber Phazon GotDM]

4062722 no electronics? dude if I were to went camping ANYWHERE, I would not last a minute, I've been on a computer since I was 2. at least you like it, how long is camp? I'm guessing until school is back up right?

[Mkchief34]

4063350 A week. Its really not that bad.