Fuck this website. I AM DONE. · 9:40am May 27th, 2016
I'm going to be taking a break from writing for awhile, as well as being on active on this site. All of my creativity went into these six chapters and I was so busy with releasing them earlier than I wanted to, resulting in them having a drop of quality and being incredibly short, more so than I'm comfortable with. Anyone remember the first chapter of Escape From This Afterlife? It was ten thousand words long, and the rest of the chapters were four to five thousand words long. I can barely write two thousand.
Not to mention that I hit a writer's block regarding the ninth chapter. There's that and the fact that the story has steered FAR away from what I originally wanted. I have a huge problem where I think of things happening much later and I just want to rush that part immediately, without setting the pieces in their proper place to assure a good experience up to that point.
When I first began writing two years ago, I loved it more than I loved drawing, which is something that I've been doing since I was very young and now I've grown to despise it because I finally realized how awful I am doing it and that I can't draw a good looking picture without copying someone else's and making my own shite adjustments to it. I find writing to be a chore and a way to put myself in the spotlight and be praised for once.
Out of all the stories I've published on this site, which is close to fifteen whether they be deleted or not, not one of them as ever been featured, not once. Yet everytime I sign onto this fucking site, I see stupid fucking shit like "PRINCESS CELESTIA PISSES HER BED AND TWILIGHT SPARKLE IS A WHORE FOR THE 129383938398 TIME AND HILARITY ENSUES HAHAHAHAHAH THIS STORY IS SO FUCKING GUYS HAHA PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO KISS MY ASS AND UPBOAT AND FAVORITE SO I CAN RELEASE THE SAME SHIT AND GET FEATURED ONCE AGAIN HAHAHAHAH LEL LEL LEL LE FEATURED!!!!!!" Just fuck off, I hope these people legitimately go blind.
I've also realized that all I write is Human in Equestria, I'm not good at writing it but it's my thing, and so I wanted to branch out and write something else, example: Two Weeks. And some fucking prick said I wrote it normally and then added MLP characters. YEAH GUYS, I GUESS WRITING THE THREE MAIN CHARACTERS AS A GRIFFON AND TWO PONIES AND IS SET IN EQUESTRIA IS ME WRITING THE STORY NORMALLY AND THEN ADDING MLP ELEMENTS INTO IT, BECAUSE THOSE TWO RACES ARE COMPLETELY ACCEPTED RACES IN OUR SOCIETY AND ARE NOT TOTALLY FICTIONAL FUCKING RACES. God, why are these people allowed to breathe the same air we do? Why are they allowed the gift of speaking when all they do is spew retarded shit from their filthy pig mouths? Just fucking kill yourself already, you're life is completely and utterly fucking worthless. You're but a speck on a trash bag in a landfill full of pure, steaming shit. End your existence.
And yes, I'm aware of my shit pacing and I'm trying to better it, I don't need it crammed down my throat. HEY HEY HEY YOU KNOW THE PACING IS FAST AND YOU SHOULD FIX IT RIGHT FUCKING NOW AS WELL AS ALL THE SPELLING AND GRAMMAR ERRORS FIX IT NOW REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! It's hard writing on a tiny fucking phone when my hands are fucking big.
Fuck this stupid fucking website, holy shit. I never thought I could hate a website of all things. But this website is just fucking trash with trashier people browsing it and its shit fucking system. Oh well you have 1000 followers? Heres a free feature as well as thousands of likes views and favorites and comments. But whats that? You only 100? Well saddle up bitch because youre gonna have to earn that shit you wortless piece of shit you cant run with the big boys who write complete and utter garbage.
Just fuck this stupid place. I wasted two years of my life on a dream that I will never accomplish and that is becoming a successful author. But, now I realize that it's pointless, just like becoming an author. What's the point of pursuing anything in life when you already know someone did it better than you. Disregard the first paragraph, I'm leaving this shit site. I think it's time to set my priorities straight instead of wasting my life writing fanfics that people will merely just go "Meh. Fix it." No matter how much I fix it, they will just find something else to nitpick on.
Goodbye, assholes.
Ok, hope you have a good life