God I hate reading sometimes

I recently purchased a compilation of books from the Horus Heresy series detailing the beginning of the prodigal sons fall. It is an excellent series of books and I would recommend it.
But dear god do I not want to finish it.
I've hit the point right when things go south with the interix (don't know or care if I'm spelling that right) and it's just gut wrenching because it is all down hill from here and it's just so difficult because fuckin Erebus ruins everything. Fuck that guy.