Why? I know you can write but yet you've lost the will... Go back. Look at you're story. That one shot right there was your best and you can still make the best of it. Yet you choose to leave it all behind. For what? Cause you don't want to? Cause you've lost the will to write? It's sad you've let something so good go to waste. You're an artist for it. There's no denying that.
I've made two live streams from yesterday and today but I'm not sure if I actually want to keep it up. If I do it'd be mostly consisted of Fallout 4 and Battlefield 4 but again like I said I don't know if I want to keep it up.
Though it happened the day after Christmas my grandfather passed away. So we've been going through a hard time right now honestly I think I was the only person that didn't cry not because I'm heartless or because I didn't like him. I did, but I hardly spent time with him and well I've come close to the point that I can no longer cry. Anyway I did see it coming when my Uncle made him sign a will