2016-01-07 6:07, plus some.

So. New year. Can't resume random thoughts and dreams of late, but those guys on the floor above my ceiling keep me awake. Eh.

No apocalypse yet, survived again. Not that I believe in one. Still too cynical for that:

The day the pony comes to say: the apocalypse is neigh, the cynical will laugh,
for he has no time to waste on such nonsense.
And on the day the apocalypse comes, the cynical will laugh: for he was right.

I mean, cynisism and friendship are like the opposite sides of the force: equally indestructable.

Ubiquituous. (and non-negotiable)

On that, Starlight Glimmer effectively admitted she was wrong by accepting friendship, punishment is no direct profit unless you demand tribute. Unwanton retribution is hypocrisy. And overall, that season finale had a sharp ending. Usually they sandwich those montages between linked scenes, as a transition, but there it was as a conclusion. If I had to parallel entire episodes to pieces of music, that was sudden. Eh. I know much of discontinuity though, as I don't often look upon a thing to progress only upon it. Three puzzles at once, missing piece? No bother. Still, very different from anticipated in some ways.

I plan not to stop being myself, so whatever.

I just really don't know what to do here, but Jazzy as it is, I find more and more confirmation of just how my current localisation suits not my fancy. And deadlines approach. And the closer I am to deadlines, the more I bother to walk through conceptual restraints. Going through discomfort is a bother, but while those deadlines are but symbolic to me, I am most loyal. Egads, egads.

Gonna do random stuff instead of dream, build up the bother to re-swap my sleep cycle. Sleep exposed to sunlight, wake to lamplights.
Stay myself, bothering more of what I may or may not do, than to decide a placeholder opinion to express. I'll probably stay mostly non-conversational till I have more interesting prospects in exchange. And as my being bothered during my sleep is a dealt with by a blanket moodiness, random interaction with strangers or almost strangers is also discouraged by my circumstance.

Hmm. I'm not sure sure if roleplaying amuses me because I am more mentally active or less. But chosing to go headstrong and dumb can sometimes be good. Also, that whole AJ telling Twilight to let go. Because not letting go and instead expecting, isn't exactly a team skill. Eh, those episodes were a show of fairy tale lessons. Foreground and background events in tandem, too. Quite nice. And they all passed, like in a fairy tale. Whatever. Gotta do random things, till, they stop moving in their slept & stuff? I suppose.

Soon the sunrise. forever the sunrise.