Oct
18th
2015
I don't want to disappoint. · 6:56am Oct 18th, 2015
So, I'm working on the next chapter right now, and I'm having the biggest anxiety attack of all time. This chapter is supposed to be epic, awesome, and climactic, I can't help but feel like I'm going to disappoint you all.
Anyway, look forward to it tomorrow, and pray that I don't get cold feet, delete all my work, and preform hara-kiri on myself in order to escape the pressure.
Also, if you could take a look at my new story Reflections, I would be incredibly grateful.
I felt that for so long in my Spike story, I still don't know if I did my action scenes right. But, you'll never know until you
posttry.I'll try and get to your other story.
Please don't do that. You're a skilled writer and a generally and genuinely fun person. I'd be deeply saddened if you weren't around.
It would be rather difficult for you to disappoint me, with your level of skill, so relax.
The perfect is the enemy of the good, and your stories are very, very good. Just keep doing what you enjoy and don't kill yourself over it, figuratively or literally.
Dude, I think I speak for everyone here when I say that you need to chillax. This is going to be truly epic, and I just know it's going to be done kind of awesome cliffhanger!
Please don't have an anxiety attack over us.
I have faith in your writing ability.
ps: Please don't have an anxiety attack over it. or perform hara-kiri.
The most disappointment there will be if you
Otherwise I don't think you've got it in you, with how you have built it up to this point.
You phrasing, though, implies that it is possible perform seppuku on someone else, and that's an interesting concept to ponder.
Don't worry if you do that we'll just resurrect you inject the results with tons of anti-anxiety drugs and then chain you to a keyboard.
In all seriousness though I'm sure it will be great, and we'll love it. 
And I totally understand those jitters, that paragraph reminded me of what was going through my mind at my first recital this past spring. I am cripplingly shy about meeting new people, let alone performing in front of a non-family audience. Didn't help that I had only been learning my instrument for about 4 months at the time, and I was only 1 of 2 adult students performing that day.
You've done it before; you can do it again.
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No, as seppuku is explicitly ritual suicide. Hara-kiri (which is just literally belly-cutting) is very doable on another, though still not recommended at all.
3480221 Seppuku and hara-kiri is the same thing, ritual suicide by belly-cutting. Which makes doing it to others a bit problematic.