I'm psychic! · 5:21am Oct 4th, 2015
Given the most recent episode, I feel fully comfortable claiming clairvoyance on the subject of Big Mac dressing in drag. Yes, yes I know... he just did it for his sister and all that. Shut up and let me have this alright? Its rare that a show like this directly indulges one of my fetishes.
On that note, hi. I'm not dead. Just, ya know, creatively bankrupt and drained. Shit's been crazy on my end. My mom had hip surgery and my dad had a DUI, so I've been stuck driving both of them around since August started. Conveniently, I also lost my job when August started/ Goodwill closed down the location and all us schlubs were SOL.
On top of that, its time I faced the fact that since February I haven't produced anything that I think is worth showing to anyone in terms of writing. I haven't stopped trying. That's all you can do really if you want to write. But nothing is flowing properly anymore. I write a few thousand words or so and it all rings hollow in my mind.
But you know what? Fuck that. I'm not fucking smart enough to know when I've been beaten, so I'll keep banging my head against the wall to bring you the ponderously written, horse cock filled smut that people inexplicably seem to want even though its terrible!
Its worth noting that I think part of why writing has become difficult for me is that my fetishes, at least in terms of writing, have shifted and I feel a compulsive need to justify why ponies are growing giant milky tits instead of just rolling with it.
Also, while I intend to produce smut for a more general audience you should be aware that my fascination with watersports has only been intensifying these past few months, and future stuff will likely involve pee. I'll do my best to warn you about stories where this is the case, but there's still a chance that you might be reminded that urine comes out of the fun parts of a human body.
Finally, you should all be playing the following games because they are brilliant: Undertale (goatmom is best mom and I wish she was my mom), Beginner's Guide (this is what all those shitty walking simulators wish they were), and Metal Gear Solid V (do you really need me to tell you why?)
Sorry to hear you're having such a shite time of things, gasmask.
If you're really not happy with what you've been doing lately, you could try what I've seen a few authors doing and posting a few scrap pieces as blog posts if they're not worth being posted as an actual story, just to get an audience reaction. Of course knowing you, even your dreck is probably at least on par with your average clopfic around here. 
Hope things get better for you soon!