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TrainMan671


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  • 448 weeks
    Sorry guys. I'm done.

    It's the end of the line for TrainMan671. After non-stop of pain, torture, stress, and life, I finally decided to go ahead and end my life. My parents are furious at me for my bad grades, my mom already made me miserable because I've been doing horrible on the quizzes. It's already bad enough that I'm struggling to stay afloat, but I guess nothing worked out for me. How could I stay positive when

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    51 comments · 1,181 views
  • 448 weeks
    I had a distrubing image.

    I got into a car accident. I intentionally drove my truck into a telephone pole and became incinerated in fire and gasoline.

    18 comments · 448 views
  • 448 weeks
    Guy's, I'm scared

    No matter how hard I tried to put on smile, everything bad gets thrown at me. I'm already not doing well in my classes, I'm getting D's and F's on my exams and homework's. It also doesn't help that my classmates are telling that I'm going to fail. They even bragged to their friends and the their friends bragged about how the grades they are getting are A's and B's. I'm already on the edge to

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    26 comments · 648 views
  • 452 weeks
    Me and Luminary had a talk through PM.

    She told me that the trauma-level was low. She also told me that everyone has a bad day. We all can get snappy at some times. So me and her are starting to get back on track.

    I don't know what to expect in the next few days, weeks, months, etc, but I can tell that we are on the right path to fixing this.

    9 comments · 402 views
  • 453 weeks
    Should I do some model train reviews?

    If I were to get another locomotive, I would like to do a review so you guys can know the history and the design of the locomotive.

    I have a lot of N scale, HO, some G scale, and some O scale trains I would like to share with you guys.
    Just for fun.

    3 comments · 363 views
Sep
23rd
2015

Sorry guys. I'm done. · 9:55am Sep 23rd, 2015

It's the end of the line for TrainMan671. After non-stop of pain, torture, stress, and life, I finally decided to go ahead and end my life. My parents are furious at me for my bad grades, my mom already made me miserable because I've been doing horrible on the quizzes. It's already bad enough that I'm struggling to stay afloat, but I guess nothing worked out for me. How could I stay positive when nothing right is going for me?

Comments ( 51 )

:fluttercry: Please don't do it

Please do not die. We care about you. You can call the AntiSuicideLifeLine:

1-800-273-TALK (8255)

Please tell me that you're just following this 'suicide attention' trend instead of actually going to do it. You too? Your problems are child's play compared what I've been through. Why are you going to end your life because of grades and miserable parents? You have a lot more to live for, and you have a lot of guaranteed time to find it. Don't do it! Do you also want to make your family and friends heartbroken because they lost you?

Trust me, suicide is not the answer. It is not worth it when you have more to live for. I think that you need to stop thinking about your problems and find something, anything, to live for. And that's easy to do.

But if you're really going to do it, I can persuade you till my breath runs out and my keyboard runs out of battery but I or any of us can't make that choice for you. Therefore, if you really do it, all I can do is wish you... farewell. Have a peaceful sleep my friend.

No No no no no NO! Don't do it!

I know things seem bad, i've been there myself, it may seem hopeless, but trust me when i say it will get better.

It won't exactly be easy, but if you can rise above this then it will prove to people that you're strong.

seriously, you have so much to live for!

not only that, but we are here for you

Please don't
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You got a long life to live, ending it now because of those little problems won't makes things better for anyone around you and yourself
So get up and live your life

Don't hurt yourself until you've at least tried something else. Don't skip right to the final option, there are other steps you must try first.


There are places to go to talk and to get help Please do.
www.facebook.com/MentalHealthandInvisibleIllnessResources
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If you or someone you know has ongoing thoughts of death or suicide—or if a suicide attempt has been made—contact a doctor go to a hospital emergency room immediately or call 1-800-273-TALK (8255).
https://www.save.org
http://www.helpguide.org/mental/suicide_prevention.…
http://www.nimh.nih.gov/
Recognize the Warning Signs of Suicide
http://www.webmd.com/depression/guide/depression-re

Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance Phone: 800-826-3632
Hopeline Phone: 800-442-HOPE (4673)
Mental Health America – For a referral to specific mental health service or support program in your community Phone: 800-969-NMHA (6642)
National Center for Posttraumatic Stress Disorder Phone: 802-296-6300
S.A.F.E. Alternatives Phone: 800-DONTCUT (800-366-8288)

Jared Padaleki - from Supernatural - talks about his issues often https://www.facebook.com/JaredPadalecki?fref=ts

My wife is here as well (she looked up the links as I composed here) She says - There are people to talk to who want to help. I tried to kill myself twice in highscool - I'm so glad I didn't I have had an amazing life - you will too

3413918 this, a million times this!

Dude you're trainman, what about the little engine that could? YOU CAN DO IT!

Don't leave, Train.

Bro, no... Don't do it...

Please my friend, I am pleading with you, do not do this, I have come to know you and could not bear the loss, you are a good person, you deserve better, please, talk to me in PM's.

WHOA! Don't do that dude! I know things are bad but...don't give up! DON'T GIVE UP! :fluttercry:

No! NOT THIS AGAIN!

NOW YOU LISTEN UP! PEOPLE LOVE YOU AND CARE ABOUT YOU! YOU ARE LOVED AND WANTED! YOU HAVE TALENTS, DONT GIVE UP! PLEASE TALK TO SOMEONE JUST DONT DIE, PLEASE!

Please don't.....People will miss you trust me....I don't wanna get all cliche cus I know that can be the worst thing you can hear. Just please don't.

Dude, talk to people here. There are people here that understand and are willing to help you. Don't just give up. Please.:applecry:

No, not you too . . .

Please, I know it's hard. But you have people who care about you. Please, talk to someone. Get help. Anyone, anywhere, any time. Just please, don't go through with this. You're our friend. We don't want you to go . . .

Please, get help. I know things seem bad, but nothing will be fixed this way. A person close to me took his life, and it left more problems than it solved.

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
PLEASE DON'T SAY THIS IS THE END OF YOU!

This is going to be a little different than all of that 'don't' down there
first off, please don't. duh. I think you can do better than this.
secondly, if you feel like this is what you need to do, then do it.
thirdly, is there something else you can do? scamper off and restart your life or something?

I'm an idiot for not thinking this before but if anyone's hurting you you should call the police on them. :heart:

I heard about your pain, don't do it. It's not worth it. Not worth the pain you'll be spreading amongst your family and friends when they see your corpse. I'm not the best person to talk to, but there's others who will talk with you, as long as there's somebody out there who likes you, it's not worth it. It's NEVER worth it. Although I said to you that I wasn't necaracarily the best person to talk to about this kinda stuff, I am willing to listen...

...Damn this sounds so sappy and cliché, but it's still true. Whatever made you think to do this was something hard and tough, but you gotta go and live through it, because life is going to chuck crap all over you, but everyones got to wallow through it, for if everyone who had heavy crap thrown at them (everyone) decided to end it, then the human race would be extinct. So suck it up, stand tall, and live your life to the fullest. Stop bathing in the past, and look onward to your future.

Hopefully you're reading these comments.

Yet another? I'm sorry to see this. Suicide never solves anything, and you people never let us help.:facehoof:

3414281 Yeah... What's with the sudden increase in suicide blogs?

Dude, please don't do this!:raritycry:

3414340 I think for some people, it's all of life's problems piling up on them all at once. But that's why you should always have friends who care about your well-being.

3414557 I get that, but there's been a lot of late.

3414562 And other times it could be people looking for attention, but it's the wrong way to get it, and you just end up making your problems worse than what they are.

His name is crossed out...does that mean he's really done?! NO! DON'T GIVE UP!

Suicide doesn't eliminate all chances of life getting worse... it just get's worse for other people at that point. All it does... is eliminate all chances of your life getting better.

People care. I promise you that. And you're life WILL get better. You just have to keep at it and be persistent.

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

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I have good news, he's fine. one of my friends is currently talking to him on facebook, and hes gonna reenstate his fimfic

3416039 Thank you for the update.

3416039 I really hope your friend helped. I've seen too many people resort to suicide... and even I tried once. I don't feel people should just resort to such an extreme. Death is forever, and you can't come back from it. There are so many other options. And sometimes... I know this sounds a bit insensitive... I feel certain people overreact, and exaggerate a bit too much. Life can't seriously be this bad for everyone... can it?

3416039 what an asshole. Making us all think he died. :facehoof:

3416238 dude, he was depressed and from the sound of it, he was very close to doing it. (i am in skype with Nova and his friend)

3416267 your right, it's all of a sudden okay! :scootangel:

3416267 look, I'll forgive him if he apologizes and says he'll never do this again. He is literally the third or fourth person in two weeks who has done the exact same thing. I'm just getting pissed now. :facehoof:

3416039 That's good news. At least he's fine.
3416287 I know how you feel.

3416039 That's so good to hear. Tell him we miss him and we're worried about him, okay?

3416267 How's talking to the mods about his ban going?:scootangel:

Don't be a fool! Don't die! Get your parents to help you study to get good grades!

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